My Confession of being a 21 year old!

It's been a tough fight. Everyday, I'm struggling to keep my fighting spirit on. The wishes I made last year the one and only one that was important didn't come true. But I'm statisfied! At least I gave my shot! I hope the one wish I made this year will definitely come alive next year! :)

I really hate to celebrate birthday in advance or belated. I'm serious. Of Cos given a choice, I would rather have it advance. But either way, it just sucks. Haha! Why? Cos basically there'll be nothing special to look forward to on the actual day! Yes yes, whatever I'm being such a bitch for saying this but it's true if you think it this way. Anyways, today have not been really great. Just plain suckish but still found ways to keep my spirits high and joyous! Well, actual fact- no one actually cares in the house. It sucks. I'm not asking for a gold bar, I just want a family meal tgt preferrably with a cake. Well obviously it didn't turn out the way I want it and i threw a fuss which everything thinks I'm being plain ridiculous. I could have ate dinner with other people and not opt to come home just to see no one actually bothers.

I don't think anyone could understand this at all. There's no point anyway, it's ending in less than 2 hours time. It'll be another year of crap birthday 3 consecutive years straight. Not joking at all! Haha!

I'm officially an adult. 21 is an age to embrace the adulthood. It's my turn today! I hope I'll be more like an adult less like a child (quite impossible). Life, just have to live with it like no other. I'm strong enough to overcome all the probs! :)

Looking forward year end!

Praise almighty for giving the light in darkness and for letting me live thru this age!

God bless everyone! :)

Let's look forward to the future, enjoy the present and forget the bad memories from the past
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