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2011-12-31T20:29:00.001+08:00

Last day of 2011! I haven't finish writing up my resolution.. Will post in ASAP! Heehee! Off to countdown!! :) have an awesome 2012 people! :)

2011 have been amazing!!

2011-12-25T19:11:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMASYY~!

So here I am on Christmas, with no plans but to just rot at home becoming a couch potato! HAHA!

Hoped everyone is having a really blessed Christmas or rather spending quality time with family! My family is away.. So I'm spending today alone! HAHA! Feel the LOVE MAN~!! Zzz..

Anywayz, it has been great so far today.. Watched really nice movies on air so am quite satisfied! I'm doing up my NY resolution post like after I finish typing this.. It's been quite an eventful year.. A lot of pictures and things to jot down.

If I can, I really don't mind reliving 2011 again. It's been by far the year the BEST and WORSE year I've ever lived. HAHA! Quite extreme but.. I'm came a long way and with the support from my loved one, I overcame each obstacles bravely and obviously with pride..

So there's a need for me to document this down! For me to enjoy it! HAHAH!

Merry Christmas once again, let's march in to 2012! :)

2011-12-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

My Confession of being a 21 year old!

It's been a tough fight. Everyday, I'm struggling to keep my fighting spirit on. The wishes I made last year the one and only one that was important didn't come true. But I'm statisfied! At least I gave my shot! I hope the one wish I made this year will definitely come alive next year! :)

I really hate to celebrate birthday in advance or belated. I'm serious. Of Cos given a choice, I would rather have it advance. But either way, it just sucks. Haha! Why? Cos basically there'll be nothing special to look forward to on the actual day! Yes yes, whatever I'm being such a bitch for saying this but it's true if you think it this way. Anyways, today have not been really great. Just plain suckish but still found ways to keep my spirits high and joyous! Well, actual fact- no one actually cares in the house. It sucks. I'm not asking for a gold bar, I just want a family meal tgt preferrably with a cake. Well obviously it didn't turn out the way I want it and i threw a fuss which everything thinks I'm being plain ridiculous. I could have ate dinner with other people and not opt to come home just to see no one actually bothers.

I don't think anyone could understand this at all. There's no point anyway, it's ending in less than 2 hours time. It'll be another year of crap birthday 3 consecutive years straight. Not joking at all! Haha!

I'm officially an adult. 21 is an age to embrace the adulthood. It's my turn today! I hope I'll be more like an adult less like a child (quite impossible). Life, just have to live with it like no other. I'm strong enough to overcome all the probs! :)

Looking forward year end!

Praise almighty for giving the light in darkness and for letting me live thru this age!

God bless everyone! :)

2011-12-11T12:46:00.002+08:00

Confessions of a 21 year old!! (coming soon~)

Had my 21st birthday celebration last night! I was hoping everyone could attend but guess what? I managed to get ALMOST everyone I want to comeee~~ I was over the moon!! :) Not kidding! It has been such a hasty pasty decision for the celebration. I had to deal with the catering, thinking of the door gift, the invitation list etc etc.. Basically doing all the planning alone! But had been really fun!

Really thank my bros and momo for cleaning up the house and making everyone in the house feel really comfortable. I really had so much till I couldn't sleep last night!! HAHA! Cui ttm~

Think I'll need to do a write up for my confessions of a 21 year old soon (with pictures I hope!) Heh.. I've got so much to say. Another 2 weeks till the end of 2011! Which is freaking AWESOMEZ~~ I can wait for the NEW YEAR with all the events I've lined up for next year! I hope I can travel more~~ Will do up my NY resolution as always soon!

Been really caught up with life... Pretty happening and tiring. Fighting like no other.. Obviously not physical fight, just need deal with my own determination and find my own motivation to move forward. Life may be a bitch sometimes but it's bitchiness is the main reason why we live to deal with it.

Never give up for an opportunity unless you've tried it out. I'm guessing this really old fashion phrase "Believe in yourself" is the key to open any doors in life. And of course, this phrase I've been always saying "Ren yi ren jiu guo le!" had kept me going.. HEEHEE!

Alright, be back on my actual 21st!

Love, Mayshan Mashita

2011-10-29T20:56:00.001+08:00

There's no longer a reason to fight back because I've lost the reason.

So many questions but so little answers. Time will eventually reveal whether is it a success or a failure.

As of now, I'm still hanging in there not trying to overthink things..

I thought I've overcame it but every now and then I still see myself having red-teary eyes. I know I'll need to overcome it before I can truely give it my all..

I'm trying very hard. Thinking about solutions and trying to be decisive. Not gonna think about till the time comes.

2011-10-08T19:02:00.002+08:00

The feelings of lost..

There's a time when one feel lost. Feeling that there's no longer a reason for you to be what you've been doing. Feeling that whatever you're doing right now it's all a mistake.

Right now.. I'm feeling both ways. I don't know whether I'm doing it because I want it just because it's the way out. The pain that I thought I've lose it comes back every now and then making me feel sorry for my own loss. No, I don't want to feel this way.. I don't want to be sorry for myself. I want strength to continue moving on..

I guess it just boils down to not getting what I want. I hate it whenever I open my mouth to ask, the only feedback I get is like well.. It's not gonna happen or rather no one bother.. Whyyyy is it I have to do it all by myself? Why is there isn't a mince of hope that I eventually will get it. It just makes me lose it..

Life been great exclude this really crap emotions and thoughts I have sometimes. I'm doing great.. Living life like never before.. Or rather.. Living the life I never thought I would at this stage of my life. I mean.. I'm slow in this.. There's others who ate at my age already supporting themselves and able to venture to other fields. I'm just at the baby stage..

Anyways... Think I just thrashed crap here. Feeling crappy and alittle stress over the coming paper I'm gonna take. Whatever it is.. Just gonna give it my best shot.

2011-08-10T20:41:00.003+08:00

In Sanremo, Italy! Love this picture of me and GRAMS! While having dinner in Levens!
Ginsi's 21st Birthday !

FINALLY! I switched on my lappy!

Alot of things happened during the course when I'm not blogging.

Went back to Sanya in June for five days. Had an awesome and enjoyable time there together with YQ and PS. Had so much fun till I fell ill. HAHA! Ate too much shaokao!

Started my interest courses. One is ending next week and I'm having a test this coming Friday! I must say time flies! I'm looking forward to 2012 already! I've so many things lined up! Can't wait can't wait!

Second week of fasting! All are well.. Managed to wake up every morning to sahur. Anw, had eye infection on Monday! Went to the doc ytd (National day) to have it checked out. Been tearing non-stop the whole of yesterday and I look extremely horrible! It's getting better! I had to take three different antibiotics (see.. that's how serious it is.), I cannot wait for the swell to go down!

Dug up momo's old clothes from the 70-90's, I LOVE RETRO so I'm gonna wear them out! I must say all the clothes are amazingly beautiful!! I can wear momo's clothes even though it's so small size! My mum had like i think 18-23inch waist when she was younger (LIKE WTH!).. So just imagine me, sucking in my tummy while trying on her clothes! LOL! Luckily, still manage to squeeze in if not it'll be such a waste!

I can't wait for next friday where my lesson ends! Have been having late friday nights since mid of JUNE! Class is starts at 7pm and ends at 10pm. Just imagine! HEEHEE~ But I must say I'm enjoying myself.. Jampacked schedule since June but I'm enjoy every moment of it. I've been planning to take up other courses as well. Will be ultra busy! But for now.. I'll take it slow! I not rushing for choo choo train what! HAHA!

I've got a lot of pictures to post.. Will do it when I'm buming around again! :)

So, May Almighty bless every Muslim brothers and sisters during this holy month and of cos bless those who are less fortunate. Bless my family and ME!

I love the holy month! BUT.. I LOVE DECEMBER MORE!

Ohh.. I FINALLY CAUGHT LION KING TWO SATURDAYS AGO! After flying half way around the world, I finally caught it in my home country! LOL LOL! Hakuna Matata! Enjoyed myself during the show.. :) Gonna indulge in arts more now. I seriously miss performing on stage~

2011-06-01T12:08:00.003+08:00

I dont think I deserve so much concern from people..

Whenever I see how much concern my loved ones give me, I feel very emotional probably because I cant be what they want me to be.

I've been a dream of mine since I was thirteen and right now, I'm not even a quarter near it. The encouraging words from these people always leave me in tears.

For once, I wanna do it right even if it mean I'm gonna fall and hurt myself repeatedly.

2011-05-25T14:40:00.002+08:00

Finally back in Singapura!

Two and a half months in London- Never once I regretted my decision. Monday, my mood was crushed. I thought the whole world stopped moving for a while but I gotten over it as soon I finish releasing the emotions in me.

Sometimes I wonder if I have achieve anything that is significant in my life, other time, I knew that everyday I'm reaching out for my ultimate goal in life.

I will never forgot what my uncle kept emphasizing to me while I was in London- It's not the end of the world. If you can't do it the norm way, there's always plan B. That is so true. I couldn't agree more with his statement. We need to change and move forward, once we stopp we're losing out and out of the challenge.

Mummy said maybe it's my destiny to move it this way. I understand and I know Almighty made me this way because there's a reason behind it. I finally felt better when I woke up the next morning. I could feel my heart was weighing lighter. I was so happy the whole day. Even though I now needa postpone my studies for a year but I know I'm gonna make the best of this one year that I have.

I really want to be a successful person. I want to live with no money woes and able to provide for my super heroine the best of the best that I can give. That's my motivation.

I hope Almighty will continue blessing me and my loved ones!

It's my Polytechnic Graduation tomorrow! It's been three years already and never once I regret going to NP to pursue my diploma. Thank you! I've experienced more than what I expected in my three years in NP. The best experience ever! :)

God bless everyone!

2011-03-19T17:13:00.003+08:00

HELLO FROM LONDON, UK!!

I'm enjoying my stay here in the UK. My first visit ever to Europe. Well, it has already opened my eyes. Everywhere is beautiful!! Serious! I can just snap and snap all day at just buildings because everywhere is beautiful!

Uploading my visit to my first museum here, National History Museum on Facebook. Alot of pictures taken but I can't possibly snap all the stuffs inside there! Too many details! HAHA!

I can't wait for granny to come over! I always wanted to go on holiday with her again. So, I guess this is the right time! Will be going over to Nice, France in April! Can't wait!! HAHA!

Okay, I wanna go Macau so badly! I dont know why, I just miss the place alot! I dont mind Malacca too! Just love the historic buildings and everything. I wished Singapore have a street that had European style houses. It'll be so COOL! HAHA!

2011-03-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

FINALLY MET UP WITH TBFs last FRIDAY! LOVE LOVE!

As usual, we can stand in the middle of nowhere and talk all night/day long. LOL! This time round we stood in the middle of the playground! I think we should have a slumber party!! So we can talk all day long!! I SO MISS THEM!
I LOOK SO FAT! ANGLE PROBLEM~~ LOL~
Taken super long time ago during my annual FAMILY DINNER! Had an enjoyable time!

CUTE ARTHUR!! Gonna meet him in a few days time!

COUSIN PATRICIA- She's at least 170cm tall, I admit I was tip-toe-ing and she actually compromised me to bend down a little. HEH HEH!

Cousin Theresa and Jocelyn! HAHAHA! I tiptoed again! I was wearing flats and the rest were wearing heels!

With my fantabulous POPO! The best POPO you can ever find! HAHAH! Seeing her over there soon! Can't wait~!

Taken Chu Er, Off for family movie session! :) LOVE LOVE~

Stuffed my clothes and necessities into my luggage this afternoon. Seriously veh lazy to do packing. HAHA! Been doing nothing and watching teevee all day!!

Still not feeling eggcited yet but i know I will! It'll be my very first time taking airplane alone~~ I'm scared but feeling adventurous! HAHAH! I know lah, airplane only right?! People feeling eggcited ma! HAHA!

Alright, gonna continue watching my teevee and will be back soon! :)

Before I end off..

Dearest Almighty, please continue to bless me! I really need this shot~ Thank you! <3

2011-03-03T12:21:00.001+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!! OFFICALLY YESTERDAY AT 4:30PM!

Yesterday's paper was probably the only paper that I feel that I can't score but can't worry cos it's the HOLIDAYS NOW! Gonna start packing my luggage later! I NO LIKE PACKING LEH~~

2011-02-16T12:44:00.002+08:00

I HAD THE BEST VALENTINE'S EVERRRR~~~

Nope, no flowers, no chcoclates, no sweetheart. I had a date with Solution Selling Test and CCM final test. I had the most torturous night before both tests, didnt get to sleep well. Solution Selling is a test that tests us how to convince our buyer to buy the service/product that we're selling. I was so tired that morning, I wasn't clear with my own speech, wasn't even confident! But guess what, Almighty blessed me! I went in and just did what I usually did! Tadah! I made it! LOL~ Even though, my tutor said I was speaking like a BULLET TRAIN! HAHA!

CCM test was even more tortorous. If you were to get to look at the CCM notes the cohort studied for the entire semester, you'll just faint. So much words in one little box. LOL! So, I actually tried studying early but still, no use. I had to spilt my time between my Solution Selling rehearsals and studying for CCM. Even though I know I may not be able to do as well as my Solution Selling but Almighty still did blessed. It's like magic and I experienced it.

THANK YOU ALMIGHTY FOR GIVING ME GUIDANCE AND SO MUCH HELP ON VALENTINES! I NEEDED THAT THE MOST!

I hope it'll continue till my finals!! Anyways, I was quite shocked with what momo said the other day. My accumualtive GPA will be difficult to get into the Business school and I kept telling my momo that. I told it's because of the foolish year 1 me, which didnt put in much effort for my exams/tests/projects. Usually, Mothers will blame the kid right? My momo didn't, she said "Well, at that time you were still new ma. You didn't know how to get things started." Nice one right?

But it was because of that horrible result that I've gotten I told myself to work even harder! Even semester, I don't hope for a 4.0, I always hope that my GPA for that semester will be higher than the previous semester. I did it but it's still not good enough. I hope I REALLY HOPE, I'LL GET INTO THAT BUSINESS SCHOOL!

For now, I'm gonna mugg like I never mugg before! WISH ME ALL THE BEST!

2011-02-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

This time round, I've made up my mind.

Even if I fail, I'm gonna crawl up and fight like I always did. No more swaying minds!

Almighty, I need your blessings and your guidance.

2011-02-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

兔年快乐！事事顺利！祝你们身体健康，万事如意！
心想事成，学业进步，生意兴隆！

天天开心！

最后。。财源滚滚！

恭喜发财！新的一年，新的希望！虎年，你没完成的事可以在兔年完成！

初一，向以往一样到大舅舅的家拜年。不知道为什么，觉得特别的累，在沙发不知觉得睡了。。真的好累啊！Anyway, 我觉得自己胖了！在大舅家不停不停的吃吃吃~ 旁晚时，到二舅家，在那我好像到了博物馆。他家有好多小小的摆设品，是他到世界各地买的！二舅，不知不觉变成博物馆的导游，每个摆设品一一介绍给我们！真得好好笑啊！

初二，和家人一起看电影。本来想看‘大世界’但是没票了！好不幸啊~ 最好，我们看了一部香港片（我忘了片名）。还好，那部戏看得好可以！不然，真得超浪费不时间！哈哈！

初三，就是今天，我有好到学校的作业需要完成就没出门。有两篇文章一定要今晚完成，但是看我自己的进度因该没办法今晚完成。。:(

希望大家有个愉快的新年！然后，收很多很多的红包！！

13号，会有家庭聚会！小舅这个礼拜会从英国回来！WOOHOO！超开心的！CAN'T WAIT FOR THE 13TH AND THE 12TH! :):)

TIME TO COMPLETE MY ESSAYS!

2011-01-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

Honestly, I'm scared.

This time round, I'm really scared. So stressed up and I just feel like a useless person. I don't know what's my future like. I've been trying and trying, always trying not giving up any hope but I'm feeling I'm holding on for nothing. I'm optimistic about my next step but at the same time, reviews from others just made my heart sway. I don't know if I'm able to make it.

I see my transformation ever since I tried to step out of it. I placed my focus on what's is now important to me and I realised I lost the other half of me. It's scary to just realise it after so many years.

Tell me, where is my future? I really don't know if I'm able to keep my optimism high this time round. The word "Meritocracy" just makes me move backwards a hundred steps. THIS IS FREAKING SCARY!

Encouragement make me move forward at the same time, I'm afraid of the mistake I've made years ago. I hate to be in that situation again. Why is this so complicated? I guess, the only thing I can do right now besides being scared, is to just work even harder. I'll try!

2011-01-24T19:45:00.003+08:00

Should I cut my hair? What should I do with it??

Reunion dinner 2011

Highlights: LOTS OF LAUGHTER! LOTS OF SCREAMING! LOTS OF TEARING (from the laughter!)!

Went for NTU's openhouse with cussie in the morning and then shopping at bugis, Tampines. After which, down to uncle's place for dinner. Was dead tired from all the walking and quickly get a seat upon arrival!

Had an embarrassing incident- I didn't know how normal bird make their nest. I always thought they use the tree sticks and then using their saliva stick them together! Apparently, I'm like the only person who doesn't know it is not like that! Caused a stirr and obviously mocking laughter from Cussies! HAHA! Had fun though kenna sour by them. Macam back to the past!

Could see grandmomo kinda happy cos an unexpected guest came! Lacking of Uncle Clive who will only be back in FEB! Can't wait for CNY and then CNY dinner with all of them again!

Yesterday- Skin-a-thon race in Orchard!

Was dropdead exhausted upon reaching home! My blister was so swollen and it contained blood!! LOL! Just imagine my shock when I saw it! Was a great experience doing the amazing race just some minor crazy mama incident that make me piss off! This will probably be the first and last time I'm doing it! For the experience only!

Anyways, spent a great weekend with friends and family! Friday had photoshoot with Jo, HT, SJ and Yee! So much fun even though was quite tiring towards the end.

世界上只有懒女人，没有丑女人

I'm the lazy woman obviously! Can't be bothered to dress up, can't be bothered with make-up. Only time I did that was for the photoshoot since the very last time in 2007 for prom! LOL! HAHA!

3 presentations next week, 1 this week and 2 reports dued this week. After that CCM test and then EXAMS! Almighty, I wanna get through this smoothly. PLEASE! :)

And, I wanna go for my graduation trip badly! I hope everything will be confirmed asap! :) Please, money drop from the sky! HAHA!

2011-01-18T13:55:00.002+08:00

The next route in life is always difficult. Thinking about it makes you feel worse, not thinking about it makes you feel weird.

Tiring isn't it? If only, there weren't any choices, everyone doing the same route will it be easier?

Then again, we won't grow. We'll only become more an more complacent and forget that our parents are just like us, they went through the choice phase.

Now, we treat then like our unconditional ATM.

Life is so weird. Isn't it?

Cake, mac, steamboat, nonsense food- I don't know what to have for lunch.

2011-01-15T19:22:00.003+08:00

Xmas Eve 2010 with FAMILY!
It's mid-January already! Looking back at my December 2010, I think it's the best December I ever had! From birthdays to Xmas to NYE and many more minor events made me really wanna turn the time back to December.

January in turn is probably the busiest month till I graduate. I can't wait for all the deadlines to be OVER! Just two more weeks to completion of projects and one more next month. After which exams and then HELLO HOLIDAYS! Still thinking where should I go, I think I'll go broke after that. HAHA!

Stressing over uni stuffs. Ya, I die die also wanna try to get my foot into uni. I really don't wanna start working now and then back to school again. Even though, the current salary minimum for poly kids had increased but I wanna do something even more and probably enjoy another few years of studying before heading out to work. This thinking may be like I'm a spoilt brat that refused to work but this have always been in my plan. Everyone have didn't plans and goals. This is mine and everyone is supportive of it.

Not sure if I'm gonna make it but I'm trying really hard to reach it. I'm really afraid to fail those who believed in me. This is something that is pushing me forward but at the same time stressing me out. Almighty, please bless me! :)

2011-01-12T14:45:00.002+08:00

Do you know what is it like to be in total darkness?

Have you ever thought of experiencing what the blind world is like?

Are you afraid of the dark?

My experience at DIALOGUE IN THE DARK!

Just last Thursday, I had an opportunity to visit DIALOGUE IN THE DARK! It's actually part of my IS module that I had to take. Basically, DIALOGUE IN THE DARK is an experience for one to learn how is it like to be blind. Yup, I know sounds CRAZY but it's actually HELL LOADS OF FUN! Every NP student have to take this module and experience it. HAHA!

At first, I was quite scared. The room was TOTALLY DARK NOT EVEN A GLIMPSE OF LIGHT. NOTE: Whether you open or shut your eyes, it's DARK. Just imagine! Anyway, the first eight of us went into the room, holding on to each other's shoulders first and then slowly we have to feel the environment and make our way out. HAHA! Sounds scary? OF COS THERE'S A GUIDE!! The guide is actually blind and while making our way out he taught us how to walk in the dark by describing the environment. He's actually a pro at making his way around the eight of us without bumping into us! PRO A NOT?!

Well, this experience sorta change my perception of the blind. You know sometimes when you're on the bus and if you ever notice, if there's a blind man sitting next to you or around, he/she tend to try to strike a conversation with you? I know some (including myself) may not bother because we're too engross into our music, itouch, iphone and blah blah. The blind tried to strike a conversation as they need to communicate with us and probably ask us where's this stop and how many more stops etc etc. Yup, hopefully in the future when the blind wants to talk to me, I will try to reply.

It's scary not to know which direction you're at and where you are. It's really scary! Just imagine, we're not blind and we're lost in some place that is unfamiliar to us. What more when you can't see!! SO HELP THESE PEOPLE OUT!

One thing I'm impressed by my guide, he is so optimistic and independent! I really needa salute the blind people who are able to cross the roads without any aid. I don't think I can ever do that!

Anyway, some update. Been busy the whole of last week plus this week is busy as well. Deadlines are drawing near and I'm already like half dead!! ALL THE BEST TO ME MAN! This CNY would be crazily busy preparing for exams! *SAD FACE*

Back to do my work! :)

2011-01-02T15:08:00.002+08:00

2 more months plus in SCHOOL!

I predict it'll be HELL BUSY!!

Anyways, NYE was fun! Had photo shoot at my place for yee's FYP. Running up and down to get the shots done! Hopefully, everything's alright! :) Steamboat with my family at night! Was awesomely full!! This year did the countdown at home, too lazy to roam around town for countdown plus I dont like crowded places. Okay, gonna admit I feel a little too old for such events! HAHA!

I'm praying hard this year everything will be smooth for myself, my family and friends! :) Back to do my work! Sighh..

2010-12-29T18:03:00.003+08:00

A NEW YEAR, A NEW BEGINNING!
NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION 2011!

ADVENTURES OF 2010!

1) Overseas internship for 6 freakinggg MONTHS! 23 weeks overseas! Completed my two goals in just 2 semesters! HAHA! Working overseas have always been my goal since I was little. Able to travel around the world and understand their culture ROCKS~ Anyways, this 23 weeks overseas have taught me alot. I think I changed my attitude alittle ever since I came back. Tolerance was one thing I brought back with me. Thank you Puay Suan, Lee Wah and CK for everything in Sanya. Of cos, SHT for all the opportunties that was given to me. I learnt super super lotsa stuffs!

2) I FINALLY WENT TO HONGKONG AND MACAU!!

Was elated when I touched down in HK! Finally after so many years of putting on hold, I finally finally went there! Sharing the small room, bed, cupboard with Puay Suan was pretty memorable! HAHAA! Also, not forgetting getting to meet See Ting was prettay awesome as well! Thank you Lavinia and Amelia for their hospitality! Had so much fun over there shopping, eating, shopping and eating! I finally ate Portuguese egg tart in MACAU! HAHA! Really a good holiday to conclude my internship before returning to SG!

3) Guangzhou in June with PS, CK and LW!

After going through so much in Sanya and having stress due to work and school reports. The four of us embarked this 3d2n vacation to Guangzhou! That was my very first time taking domestic flight in China to another state in China! Prettay cool! Again, we shopped and eat, shopped and eat! Had so much fun there and it was a worthwhile trip! HAHA!

4) I took up one important language course!!

Yup, Mondays was busy ever since I signed up for that course. I completed it on 20th DEC! I definitely improve that super cui language of mine! HAHA! Hopefully I'm able to speak it fluently in the near future!

5) Attended my first ever SEMINAR!

YES, SEMINAR? ME and SEMINAR never met, until I received the email from my LO. I was super glad that I went. Taught me many stuffs and made me catch up with the current issues of the community! HAHA!

6) CHRISTMAS PARTAAYYY!

Both xmas partayy I had during the eve of xmas was a blast! With TBF was craziness and with my aunts, uncles, cussies and my family was really FILLING! I had so much fun and I can only recall myself laughing through the night! HAHA! How pro is that?

7) I'm TWENTY!!

Had a really great birthday celebration with so many people. On my birthday itself was my last CT paper and after which celebrated with Poly friends and then with my family! Feeling so warm and they gave me surprises! Of cos not forgetting, the surprise that PHYPHY and SEE TING gave me! Really was shocked because I didn't find anything amiss! HAHAH! LOVE TTM! AND AND AND WITH TBF!!! That ROCKED as well! THANK YOU SO MUCH! Basically I was like having a week of birthday celebration! HAHAHA! <3

My 2011 RESOLUTION!

1) I WANNA GO UNI!! (MESTI ACHIEVE)

2) GRADUATE SMOOTHLY with a good final GPA!

3) TRAVEL MORE hopefully to EUROPE, KOREA

4) FAMILY AND FRIENDS to have good health

5) 财源滚滚来！

6) Get myself ready for the adult world

That's all I guess. HEEHEE! 2010 have been prettay awesome. Met so many challenges along the way because with the aid of ALMIGHTY, I was able to overcome each challenge. THANK YOU ALMIGHTY!

Maybe, just maybe I may give myself another shot to that one thing I've been avoiding for so many years. JUST MAYBE! GIVE ME SOME TIME! :)

2010-12-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU TBF for giving me an AWESOME BIG TWO O CELEBRATION! XOXO! This year I'm really wishing hard for a smooth last lap in school. I really wanna prove to this ONE PERSON that I CAN DO IT, WHICH IS MYSELF! :) Almighty, guide me to the right path and help me through all the obstacles I'm gonna face. THANK YOU!
You can never imagine what is it like to be in the centre of attraction for the wrong reasons all your life, nothing about you doing anything wrong but it's just what others see and like waiting for you to fall just to laugh in your face.

WHATEVER LAH. 2010 ending in less than a weeks' time and I'm gonna as usual do up my adventures plus my NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION! What should I include? GETTING A HUSBAND?? HAHAHA!

I think this statement is really true applies to everything we do:

"If you were to give it a chance, that will mean you're giving yourself a chance as well. The question to ask yourself, is it worth it and do I really need it?"

Okay, needa think of my RESOLUTION FOR 2011! Gonna end this year great and not whine in misery. HAHA!

2010-12-21T21:23:00.003+08:00

Why do I feel like I'm incompetent?

Why do I feel that part of me wants to give up?

I kept having these feelings in me and I really wanna it to just get lost, bury and GET OUT OF ME!!

I never once felt so helpless, so quiet, so incompetent and this is not the right time to feel this way. NOT AT ALL! I need to pick myself up and I hope 2011 will be great. I'm so frustrated with myself. REALLY FRUSTRATED!!

GET IT OUT PLEASE! Almighty, please please please give me guidance and show me the path. I hate feeling this way!! :'( (On the verge of crying~)

2010-12-17T23:02:00.003+08:00

Attended a seminar this afternoon, it's a dialogue session with Minister Dr. Yaacob Ibrahim, MPs, Mayor and etc. Basically, it touches on the current issues of the Malay Muslim community in Singapore.

This is my very first time attending a dialogue session and my intial thoughts of it "BORING" but I was so wrong! It was actually FUN! There was so much laughter and I felt that the session should go on. I didn't go up to share my views on the questions that was asked but every question that was asked, I was answering it in my mind.

One thing that surprised me was that the issue that I was very concerned about and I'll always bring it up while talking to my momo, it was raised by so many other people in the room. It shows that everyone is experiencing the same thing. This dialogue session have really taught me something.

"To hope is not enough, to wish is not enough. When you hope for something, make sure you take steps to achieve it. To wish for something, make it practical and work towards it. Then, you're able to make your HOPE and WISH come true."

One student said that the competitiveness in the community is not very strong, not as strong as the majority in Singapore. I share the same view . However, I feel that there's competitiveness within the community but it's just not displayed as strongly as other races. One reason being, Constraint-oriented community everyone is very "Resign to fate". To move ahead, kill this attitude and change it to "Never say die".

I don't know, being mixed and center of two races, I could see the difference from the both sides of my family. It caught me thinking, if my momo did not insist that my siblings and I studied her mother tongue, if it was my father who used his own ideology to teach us, what will I be today? I'm not saying that my father's ideology is not good or whatsoever, it's just different.

There are many more thoughts I am having now, I'll need to sort it out and probably pen it down in my diary. I was so glad that I attended this dialogue session, in a way it motivated me and made me think about my current self. If I am doing enough? Should I hurry and complete what I've always wanted to do?

Should I or shouldn't I? I've already planned what I want to do after I finish my majors and I hope I'll not procrastinate. This is the least I can do to play my part. I made one right move and probably the most difficult (easiest) decision and I'm glad I stuck to it. I will always be praying and praying that I'm guided the right path.

Alright, I think I wrote enough. Thank Almighty for everything! :)

2010-12-16T16:52:00.002+08:00

This morning, these two AWESOME FRIEND of mine came over to my place to give me a belated Birthday Surprise! I was indeed surprise and my poor bros got scolded by me because they kept asking me to wake up. (Okay, our face really veh cui! ) XOXO GIRLSSS!

The two of them came around nine plus ten? I don't know I was still sound asleep. My lil bro came into my room and asked me to go down. I asked for what and he replied "HELP ME COOK". LOL! Imagine a sleepy person (which is me), being called to wake up to COOK?! I scolded hom and asked him to wait till I'm more awake. HAHA!

Then, my younger bro came home after his paper, he asked me to go out and have breakfast with him and my lil bro. I was so tired, I told him to go with my lil bro. He say he don't want! I was like 'GOT SO DIFFICULT TO BRING HIM OUT MEH?!' HAHAH!

Eventually I woke up (very forcefully), bathe and went down. I got a shock!! HAHAHA~ The both of them bought m e sushi and this cute looking bear-cum-snow man bread. HAHAHA! My face was like "WTH" HAHAHAHA! SHOCKED LAH! And super duper TOUCHED as well! HAHAH!

On my birthday itself, some pictrures taken. I decided to only post two because there are alot!! HAHA! That's my superheroine! :)

This shot we took more than 5 shots and this picture that I choose, was the very first shot of this pose! HAHAHHA! If you can understand, it's the date we're posing! I love them!!! HAHAHA!

Really had fun! Feeling really blessed to have people like them around me!! :) XOXO! Time to get busy. Wanna finish my essays today! :)

2010-12-14T12:01:00.001+08:00

BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT!
IT'S THE HOLIDAYS NOW!

Ended my last paper at 12.30pm! The feeling of relieve is so very the AWESOME! But there's finals coming up in Feb-Mar. Anyway, after the paper headed to town for Ramen with ST, Jacq and KS. They gave me a surprise. HAHA! TOUCHED~~

This year, I didn't really wanna celebrate my birthday because I find that I haven't been really good this year? Like away for half a year and didn't manage to be with my family and friends. Decided to spend it with my awesome family. HAHAHA! Anw, went shopping with ST after lunch to shop for my mum's gift! :) She gave me alot of stuffs this year! And if I add everything together, the amount is very WOW! Not lying.
First, my new baby. I told her to get the model for me and within days she got it for me. My chain, she found my old one too thin and wanted to get me a new one. So, she really changed it for me. Many many more, it's like she's my Santa Clause.

I don't know how to repay my debt to her and I only the only thing I could do is make her proud. I may have no life now, everything about me is putting studies first and contantly studying and studying. It's for my future, if you say I got no life, nevermind, I make sure I'll get a life next time when you will be slogging your butts off. LOL! Just kidding~

Anyways, dinner with my family and went home to cut cake!! HAHAH! Had a really awesome awesome day! Even though it's simple! HAHA!

Confession:
I teared after best bud's birthday call and saw SMSes from people I least expect to wish me through SMS. HAHA! Ya lah, I'm a crybaby!! HAHAHA!
Okay, movie with my bro later and now I'M GONNA ENJOY MY DAY!

2010-12-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

No motivation?

Watch this and I'm sure it'll give you Motivation!

Credits:

Anilcp. (2007, December 11). Motivational Video, anti-racial and unity strength. Retrieved from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QERuKC34smw

I need my motivation for CT! All the best!

2010-12-04T12:43:00.002+08:00

@ GZ Pizza Hut which service sucked and I only got my hot milk tea after calling the waitress 3 times plus waiting for more than 30 minutes. Hence, MY FACE~ HAHA!

Lately, the thought of growing up and being an adult makes me really scared. I don't know but I just feel that everything is moving so fast.

It's WINTER, nah RAINY season in SINGAPORE! Love the weather but hate it when it is in the morning. Usually is warm in the morning and then rainy towards evening. Completed my WISP finally after three weeks of editing and researching. I kinda like that module, brings out the writer in me. LOL~

December makes me wanna spend a lot of time with my family and right now, at this moment, I have the urge to go out with them and have a decent meal plus shopping!! But I can't... Not done with my assignment which is due this coming Friday and have not started on LM revision (paper on SAT!). So cui. Not complaining though, I still prefer to study than to work. HAHA!

Alright, keep warm everyone and I'll be back when CTs are O-V-E-R! :)

2010-11-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

GOOGLE IS OUR BESTFRIEND! SO TRUE~

Alright, it'll be DECEMBER tomorrow! WOOHOO! I love DECEMBER, a month that WARMTH, FAMILY and FUN comes together as once. LOVE IT TO THE MAX but come to think about it again, IT'S THE LAST MONTH OF THE YEAR! We're gonna grow older when 2011 approaches. FAST AND FURIOUS!!

Alright, currently I'm trying my best(est) to gather all my concentration together to finish up my assignments. For the whole of E-learning, I've been working my butts off and now I'm still working my butts off. I'm exhausted but I'm enjoying(to a certain extend) every moment of this. So common test dates are out and I've only got TWO PAPERS for this SEMESTER, LAST CT IN POLY! And the start of CT is 11 and end on 17th (?) I think..

My first paper is on the 11th DEC and the second (last one) on the 13th DEC! Prettay awesome isn't it?! It's like people just started their papers and mine already end! HAHA! Gonna work my butt off for the last time for CT and hopefully I'm able to maintain my (cui) GPA! :) Not gonna give up hope, gonna RACE till the end.

WISH ME LUCK! I NEED LOTSA IT! :)

Okay, gonna continue for another while and am gonna go into my hairyland after that! :)

Btw, momo and lil bro came back yesterday! Momo got me this shirt which is quite -.-"" like seriously. HAHA! Gonna love it eventually~

2010-11-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

Retarded as it seems, this is how we should be everyday. No, not trying to ask everyone to be retarded but keep positive and SMILE. No matter how many setbacks and obstacles you're gonna face. Stand up and stay positive. If you feel that you're falling, find your loved ones to catch you. I'm just glad I've so many awesome people that I can count on when I see myself falling. Even if we're miles and miles apart, the bond is there and it keeps me warm always.

You may ask how I survived without my family and friends for 6 months, the key is to keep an open mind. Trust the person you're with and make more friends. Of cos, the constant video calls, skyping, MSN and emails keeps me going as well! :)

Now I'm back, blessed with wonderful people around me, I need to keep moving forward and not disappoint anyone of them. I just wanna thank these people for giving me courage, motivation, encouragement, LOVE and determination to move forward. THANK YOU!

要永远记得第一次的失败感，它会给你力量走下去。

2010-11-21T12:38:00.002+08:00

Decided I should do a video soon! But no idea what the video is for. Hmm..

Ohhya, forgot that I haven't been blogging about my six months attachment! So, I guess I'll do up a video of that soon! Finally finally, finished up my part of interim report. I took like the whole of Saturday to do it with Puay Suan! I'm so thankful that she's with me this semester! At least someone I know in the same class as me!

So currently, will be finishing up WISP assignment. I hope I can be done by the end of this week. Seriously don't wanna see it anymore! MUHAHAHA! Anyway, did you guys realized that the weather in SG have been turning colder? That is ultra-ly AWESOME isn't it? Macam winter!

I FINALLY had my 10 straight hours of sleep last night (that is pretty awesome!) but I'm feeling really tired! HEEHEE! I wanna eat Mac's breakfast and have an awesome decent meal with my family soon! Momo dan an, cepat balik di Singapura! Miss them a lot. Younger bro always have something on on Saturday and I'm always home alone in the house. Pretty cool but it's just too quiet!

Alright, off to get some stuffs started! :) Have a great day/ week ahead!

2010-11-20T14:34:00.002+08:00

Thinking cap on.

Getting serious into my projects/assignments/tutorials. Glad that it is E-learning week next week! No need to go school but there's like so many things else to do. Whatever lah..

Alright, endurance for another 3 months (official date 6 March 2011). Gonna make it work!

Was watching G-Dragon concert on teevee just now and saw a clip on his hard work. Well, it gave me some thoughts. People will never see how much effort/hard work/sweat you put in to give a perfect performance. They'll always see the outcome and judge by the outcome. Even though, I'm not a big fan of him but his clip towards the end of the concert was kinda touching and inspiring.

Therefore, believe in the fruits of your labour. Hard work, determination, motivation and concentration will bring the best results that you're fighting for now. Even if after working your butts off and you still do not get the results/outcome you want, Almighty is trying to direct you to another path that HE knows you'll succeed in. Don't worry, just believe in him and follow where HE guides you to.

This is what I believe in and I must say the outcome of HIS Almighty guidance has gave me light into my life. Right now, I wanna go well for school and challenge for a higher GPA from my previous semester. That is my goal! Wish me luck and good luck to everyone mugging for projects/exams or whatever you're doing.

I miss MOMO and LIL BRO!

2010-11-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

人生：天天出现不同的精彩，学习不一样的东西。

课业还是一样，我还是一头雾水！还在努力中~ 希望我能达到我的目标！

家里在接下来的两个礼拜中会很安静。有点不习惯，通常都会吵吵闹闹的。就像今天安静到一个不行啊！好奇怪！

Tomorrow will be an ultra long day for me just like last Monday and Friday. I offically hate such long days, I don't even want to lift my fingers when I reach home. Four hours of staring at the same tutor tomorrow Zzz..

I wanna post some pictures but I'm really lazy! HEEHEE~ There's a lot of individual assignments this semester and am trying to start early to finish up asap but I dont know what's concentration gone to. LOL!!

Alright, will be back soon! :) Goodnight and have a great week ahead!

2010-11-06T13:46:00.002+08:00

IT'S NOVEMBER ALREADY!

Whoosh, that was FAASSSTTT~ Somehow I think I wanna scream STTOOPPPP but then again, I would love to fast foward! HAHA!

School's assignments are piling in as usual. So many major projects to do and the deadlines are like super near. Anyhowly, it's my last semester (I hope I've been emphazing on this LOL) I just wanna make it work (Tim's catch phrase from Project Runway)! It's almost towards the end of the year already! That is seriously fast!

Just a shout out to my mischiefvious little bro "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" you're 10 only and there's so many more 10 years to come. I just really pray that he's be more sensible! That'll be such an advantage to my younger bro and I. HAHA!

Going to grandmomo's house in a while. Been doing my resume and cover letter. Almost done! :)
God bless everyone!

2010-10-31T22:25:00.003+08:00

LIFE LIKE THIS.

Didnt have a great weekend as in my mood is down to zero. Yes, ZERO.

I can't even use the word UNFAIR to describe it.

LIFE LIKE THIS. That's all I can say.

2010-10-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

My 8 months long break is over, school's started.

Disappointed that I didn't travel during my awesome two months long break. Gonna get over it! :)

School's fine I guess, was intimidated when I step foot to school on Monday. So many changes and the construction that was going on! I just wanna get over this final semester quick and wanna enjoy this last semester of study in POLY. Time files, I only realized that I've been with the school for 5 sems (2.5 years) a few days before school started. Damn fast. From a freshie to now a graduating student.

No more studying and mugging with the Clique. We're all separated and I hope everyone's fine. Tomorrow's a huge challenge for me. I hope I'm able to get through it like how I did before.

Alright, just some update because I realized I haven't been blogging lately. All the best for this semester and I'm wishing myself lotsa luck too! :) Almighty, watch over me and everyone else. Also, Almighty watch over the people currently stuck in disaster. Thank you! :) Till then!

2010-10-12T12:37:00.003+08:00

I miss them alot!

Yesterday had a blast with Ginsi. Accompanied her to get black heels for school. Ended up we went shopping together at Bugis Street. Ever since I came back, I kept reminding myself to QUIT SHOPPING!! ARGHH~ But you know temptations everywhere and it's cheap! HAHA! I saw many pieces of clothing that was sold there in Hong Kong, Guangzhou and Sanya! Some I even got it already~ HAHAHA! But still I managed to get like 5 pieces of clothing!

I kept telling Ginsi that my momo might ask if I'm outta my mind or something. So guess what?! When I got home after my lesson, I told my momo I bought some stuffs and GUESS WHAT?! SHE ALSO BOUGHT CLOTHES from UNIQLO! HAHAHAH! BIG BAG SOMEMORE~! Both of us burst out laughing! We questioned each other, we're opening a SHOPPING MALL or what! HAHAHA! But still, everything's cheap~! I must say the clothes that I buy are inexpensive. The most expensive ones are our Baju Kurong(s). HEEHEE! So cheap stuffs= getting even more stuffs. I don't know how to pack my wardrobe again! The other time I took for freaking hours..

Okay, watching ANTM now. Bitchiness and bimbo-ness. LOL~

2010-10-01T09:48:00.001+08:00

Thank you Almighty for watching over me.

It's makes everything worth it now! :)

That challenge was a BLAST and I'm glad I went with my decision! HAHA!

Hyped up for later! I hope this month will get even better! Almighty watch over me! :)

and.. HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY! xoxo

2010-09-29T12:00:00.004+08:00

Day out with my Family. MOMO wanted to breathe, I accompanied her to walk around town (of cos together with my bros). Waited for my younger bro for quite a while at taka and my lil bro was busily looking at toysss! LIKE -.- Finally got out of taka and went to Orchard Central for B&J's!! Teaching my family to enjoy life. HAHA! I miss going for high-tea!! :) Pretty awesomeee!

Randomly walking back to Ngee Ann City cos we were heading down to Shaw to catch a bus back home. Then we came across Singtel Event for F1. My lil bro wanted to hitch the ride but.. HE WAS TOO YOUNG, SHORT and UNDERAGE! HAHA! The event is for Singtel Customers, presenting the Singtel logo on your cellphone and then you'll get the chance to play the F1 game. It's exactly (real-life like) race. And yes, I'm sure all of you will think.. Mayshan sure cui one, confirm bang here and there, scream here and there! Heh heh, I thought I was gonna do that but guess what? I was very steady(pom pi pi!) and I was surprised myself too! Of cos, I didnt race that fast I think I did a 3 minutes plus time? I got crashed while turning the last SHARP turn. HEEHEE!
See, I'm concentrating! And if I was any shorter, I wouldn't have reached the peddles at the bottom. It's really LONG inside. HEEHEE! My bro was more bumpier than me! After the game, momo said she was shocked I didnt scream or crash anywhere! HAHAHA! EEEE, no faith in me! HAHAHA! Overall it was shiok ahh!

The staff asked us to take a picture and just then my lil bro snapped one too! HAHA! We look like celebrities! LOL~

Went ION to find the underpass to Wheellock. Snap Snap! I think we look kinda alike? Okay, I feel cui saying this! HAHAHA!

Finally at the busstop! Awesome dayout with my family.

Alright, guess what I'm too. Everything's going to my plan. Yup, I dont think I'll be travelling this holiday since everyone seem like ultra busy and going MIA. Air tickets are expensive too! I'm kinda disappointed somehow, it's always like that.

Been busy with my life. Not very busy but still kinda busy, what the crap I'm talking about! HAHA! Loving Friday the most! :) Monday gonna start something new with my life. Determine to make it right! HAHA!

Nothing much to say~ I'm sick again. Down with flu and it's making my nose really ZZZZZ. Sensitive nose sucksss! Alright, will be back soon! :)

Just remembered I haven't blogged about Raya 2010. HAHA! Well, it was fun catching up with my relatives. Seeing my lil nieces and nephews growing up is kinda fun too! They grow up so fast and everytime I see them I feel that they're like a lil taller and they can like speak so well now! I think I did mention about myself speaking MELAYU to them. HAHA! Obvious F-A-I-L, they'd rather speak ang mo to me! :'(

My aunts and uncles were great as well. Going to every house, they'll ask the same first question which annoys me a little because it's pretty obvious! HAHA! Other than that, they gave me and my family blessings and of cos I gave them too!

The second day Ck and Leewah came over to my place and fell instantly with Lotus seeds that my grandmomo gave me. I must say, the best HEALTHY SNACK EVER!! In the evening, Auntie Yatt came with Shawnboy and his wife. Ianboy looks exactly like SHAWN!

Just last weekend another aunt of mine came over. Catch up and I was dead tired after that! I guess, no more visitors to my place unless my bro's friends coming over. Raya is ending soon anyway! Just one more week! Guess what the delicious kuihs are almost gone! HAHAHA!

Alright, I'll stop here! :) God bless everyone!

2010-09-21T23:02:00.004+08:00

TO MY DEAREST TBF

I seriously miss you guys. Probably all of us are ultra busy with our lives, working, studying, attachment, school and what nots. I miss the times where all of us would go out randomly scream, sour, laugh, tease, eat die us etc etc.

We haven't been out in full attendance for the longest time since we graduated. I have my faults too, have been away for so many reasons, missing so many of your birthdays, dates and random outings. I seriously seriously would hope that all of us will be able to make it one day out randomly choose a place and sit there for hours to start all of our nonsense.

I don't know is it because of what happened last Christmas or whatever misunderstandings there were/was, I just wanna see us being together as one again. Looking at the pictures taken since we knew one another, the fun, the smiles and the liveliness. This year is probably the year where I've taken so little pictures with you guys. :'(

I just want all of you to know I MISS YOU ALL.

PS: I can't find the pictures taken altogether.

2010-09-14T13:47:00.003+08:00

Blogging used to be one of the best way to express thoughts, keep friends updated and stay connected with the cyber world. I've been blogging since 2004 and always when I'm free I'll look back at the posts I've made in the past.

Lately, due to the raising trends of Twitter, Facebook, Formspring and other social connecting platforms, blogging is kinda being toned down a little. I don't see people blogging as often and I don't see funny posts by some of my favourite blogs.

When I was in China, Blogger, facebook and twitter was blocked. All blocked! It was cui ttm! I had to do up a sina blog to stay connected with the world. Now that I'm back, I find myself getting lazier by day to post pictures and blog about my adventures.

I've got like a few hundreds of pictures to get posted but I'm plain lazy! I havent touched my lappy for dayss... or even weeks! HAHA! So, I'll update some things I have in mind now..

Firstly, my goal for this awesome 2 months long holiday is to master languages that I seriously need to. FOR EXAMPLE, MELAYU! Yes, that is one thing I need to get it done this holiday! HAHA! Really cui ttm! I was speaking in my broken malay to my nieces and nephews during Hari Raya and I find them getting confused with my sentences. They even voluntarily chose to speak English to me. That is FAIL! At least I tried and know that my Malay is worse than kindergarten standard. I can't stop laughing at myself now!

Next, I've been whining and whining to go Shanghai. yes, I seriously wanna go but... the airticket is still freak EX! SIA-Promo 2-to-go SGD824/person plus my accomodation it'll be at least a thousand plus SGD (not RMB) that is excluding my expenses. I'm still considering and consider is one thing, there's no one to go with me!! HAHAHA! I'm sucha poor kid. Just last night, Ao Xiang's sms really made me wanna die on the spot! She said she's leaving to go back to her hometown!! I missed sucha good chance to go with her!! I should have asked her earlier!! I wanna faint now! HAHAHA!

Right now, I'm consoling myself and planning for other stuffs. Total FAIL again.

Lastly, I'm sick right now probably because of eating too much spicy food since day 1 of Raya plus having curry and kuihs. I hate to be SICK! I've no energy to do anything!

I've still like a lot of weeks till the end of holiday and I promise myself this time round I'll make full use of it. I've taken my first step which is to sign up for course and of cos I'll be extra superly hardworking brushing up my malay! I hope at the end of my holiday I can manage to speak in proper malay (Kindergarten advance level). HAHA!

Okay, I'm really dizzy now. Will be back with pictures!

2010-09-10T09:12:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Awesome time of the year, once again gathered with relatives from my dad's side. This year I've missed at least 4 weddings because I was away. I missed four times seeing my relatives from dad's side. I hope today I'm able to make up for it.

This year would be meaningful because I completed the first week of fast overseas. Tough one! Really, in a land where no one actually understands this custom and culture, it's difficult to make people understand it. Also, this is probably the first year that my family become really slack in doing things! (HAHAHA!) Just last night, we settled the kuih-kuih and as my dad is not in Singapore, no Melayu Cuisine is cooked! HAHAHA! See... Cui ah!

Anyways, this joyous occasion I hope my prayers will come alive and I'm gonna make another wish at night! HEEHEE! Who says wishes can only be made during birthdays?! HAHA!

Alright, time to prepare! Gonna spread my love to everyone! Have an awesome awesome day/holiday ahead! :)

2010-09-06T10:44:00.005+08:00

Hello world! I wanted to blog about my Guangzhou trip is June but my pictures are all in my thumbdrive. Just plain lazy to go up and get it! So, I'll post on the last day I was in Hongkong!!

First and foremost, Hongkong has scarce land (just like Singapore), even though they are much much bigger than Singapore but as they have mountains and whatnots.. So, basically the houses there are small. Like really small..

I went Hongkong partly because I have a friend having her internship and also I've been wanting to go Hongkong since like 2007?? But didnt have the chance because of the peak period soaring prices! Imgaine a trip to Hongkong during the December Holidays is like 1000++ SGD whereby it's at least half of the amount during off peak.

Just nice, Sanya was located at the bottom of Hongkong and only takes like 2 hours or so to reach! Pretty awesome! Ohhya, since Lavinia had a rented apartment in Hongkong, I stayed with her! An awesome place to stay, I would say. Yes, the house is small but COZYYY! Below is my bedroom! The bed is like x2 smaller than the ones Puay Suan and I slept in our dorm in Sanya. HAHA! Guess what?! We had to share the space....! -.- (picture taken on the last day)

The apartment is considered new because it was newly renovated. I remembered when Puay Suan and I first reached the apartment, the exterior wasn't appealing at all. It's very old, the paint is all washed away and what more it looks eerie (from the exterior of cos.). We waited for the agent to come over to bring us into the house, the lift was small and before that I even had thoughts that the exterior and the interior must be the same. Of cos, it defers alot! Newly renovated meaning, everything is new, the door of the apartment is x100000 better looking than the neighbours'! HAHAHA! I'm serious..! That's our wardrobe btw..

The living room. Only have a dining table and a tv that is small as well. HAHA! The luggage that Puay Suan and I had was so big that when the both of us were packing our luggage the night before, there was barely space to walk! HAHA!

We seriously have BIG trouble packing our luggage. We went four cities after our family came in mid june. Imagine the stuffs we bought in Guangzhou, had already taken half of the space in our luggage, also the things we bought from TAOBAO as well as the food we got in Sanya! HAHAHA! When I was leaving for hongkong, my luggage was already 25KG. Totally O-V-E-R!

We left the apartment at about 11.30am? Cos we knew our luggage will be over over overweight and we wanted to check-in first (to avoid the harsh fines!). We began our journey to the airport by first going through the obstacle of pulling our luggage down the flight of stairs to exit the apartment!! AGHHHHH~ That was definitely the most horrible experience ever because the luggage was WAY WAY WAY heavy! But I'm proud to say that I manage to bring down all my myself! HAHA!

The cui part starts here. We couldn't find the busstop to take the airport bus and we carried our luggage worth a total of 70kg walking in the wrong direction! I feel like dying already. Our determination never dies! We walked back and crossed two streets before reaching the busstop to take E 11 to the airport. Seriously, what can be more sway?! When we reached the busstop, it started raining! Imagine, two girls we 70KG luggage on the street= I wished I was a man now!

Luckily, the bus came after waiting for like 10-15minutes. It was a fast wait. There you go, our HUGE luggage that taken up most of the space to put the luggage. When other people board, they didn't have much space to place their luggage (I'm so sorry!) and Puay Suan was damn funneh, she say let's not touch our luggage just in case people know that ours! HAHAHA! Paiseh maxx! Whatever it is, we very 顺利 to reach the airport! :) Ohhya, our handcarry also took up alot of space! HAHAHA!

The first thing we reached the airport was to go to the SIA check-in counter and dump our heavy luggage into the cabin. As we were both carrying a bagpack, one handcarry and a bag of food, the counter guy wanted us to check-in our handcarry! I was quite shocked because.... my luggage itself already weigh like 27.1KG!! It is already overweight! My handcarry was like 12kg! I argued with the guy because I see no sense at all but in the end he said no fine. I was like fine, great, make my life easier also! HAHAHA!

Popeyes for brunch!

This was my virgin experience with SIA Airbus A380. Awesome! HUGE!

Hello, it's been longggg~~

As usual, awesome food! I still prepare food prepared by SIA. This meal was prepared by Cathay Pacific.

Puay Suan's

We had a treat! AWESOME!

Sway enough, I paid 500++ SGD to sit next to the HUGE wingggg!

As usual, I must have a picture to scare humans! I was bored.... Btw, I watched 'The Plan' or something starring J.LO? I cant remember. The movie was good and hilarious! So, that 3 plus hour flight was definitely a long 3 hours ride that I ever taken! I was damn excited to be home.

Almost reaching Singapore! 22 minutes to go.. I'm all hyped up! My flight eta 19:20 so I got to see sunset but it was blocked by the HUGE wing of cos. Nainai de..

I just cant wait to land at awesomeland's CHANGI INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT!

Yes, we've almost landing and we're HOME!

Touching down

Landed...! Victory for us. It was a tough battle for six months!

YAY! HOME SWEET HOME! My family gave me a suprise to be at the airport! -.-

Seriously, I almost cried when the plane touched down. It's been a while. It was my longest stay away from home. The journey was worthwhile and it was the experience of my life.

Tadah*** Me with all the luggage! XOXO

Thinking back, the six months was definitely awesome. Freedom was the key thing. I got to do things that I probably will never have the chance if I was in Singapore studying for that six months. Travelled to four cities on my own with my own money. Earned my own money, improved my chinese, improved my people skills, met different people etc etc. I think no words can describe my stay in Sanya. Yes, the environment wasn't that good but I learn from it. That is what I bring home with me. I definitely gained survival skills over there. I know if I were to encounter such situation next time, I can survive and I will survive!

Okay, so I guess my next post is able my travels again. I wanna go Korea at the end of this year! Really.. It's visit korea year.. For the past week I was hyped by the Kpop craze and I couldn't control myself to keep viewing videos of the kpop artise that I like. I was mad lor. Now, I'm definitely back to my old self. HAHA! Okay, I guess will blog after hari raya! :)

2010-08-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

Plastic faces.

I don't think I could ever live with that for that long. I'm old enough to be responsible for my own actions. They hate my guts, yes they hate it.
If only I don't have morals, I'll spill the beans.

Sometimes when people say I have low tolerance level, I think they are so wrong because there are certain things that I tolerate and I don't say it. So, is my tolarance level high enough?

I'm feel so unjust right now but whatever I'm gonna sleep now! Haha!

Alright! Goodnightsssz!

2010-08-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

First time using my iPhone to blog.

Past few days had been awesome, catch up with people I wanna meet! :) I'm a happy girl. Uploaded some pictures taken during my six months in Sanya and recent pictures. I kinda miss the life back in Sanya, busy but lived life to the fullest? Even though sometimes I feel I've got no life there.. Still, I think it's kinda fun? Freedom was the main thing! Haha!!

I'm bored. I wanna get some things off my lists so that I know I'm not wasting my awesome two months of holiday! I'm still thinking about shanghai, I really wanna go but ... Everyone is busy including my Momo. Agh..

Alright, wanna concentrate on watching show now. Haha!

2010-08-25T14:20:00.006+08:00

Okay, so here it goes. Will be blogging about my Macau Trip with Puay Suan on the 15th! :) It's damn awesome but a pity it was raining that day! Took many pictures but only post some if not it'll take forever for me to finish this post! HAHA! ENJOY!

Alright, so it was quite accessible from Lavi's apartment to the HK-Macau Ferry Terminal. The night before, Lavi used the map and drew the route for us and told us how to get there. We took the "tall and skinny thing" (HAHA! It's the TRAM!) from the bus stop just outside Lavi's apartment. Okay, the journey was quite fast. We took about 15 minutes to reach? FAST! But the both of were freaking tired. You'll know why later.

Finally, we reached the terminal. So, the both of us didnt quite know what to do. Whether to check-in or not. We were there early and we roamed around the terminal! After roaming for a good 45 minutes, we decided to ask the ticketing officer where we should go. Guess what? The person told us to straight away go in and check-in!! LOL! We could have actually gone into the waiting area way way way earlier! Okay, first-timer must be forgiven
One ferry was delayed but luckily it was not ours. Look at our exhausted faces! The night before we went out till super duper late! Yes, shopping spree, hopping from one place to another. Blog again another day about our trip. HAHA!
Okay, continuing with my Macau post. SEEEE.. it's FREAKING 8.15AM FERRY TO MACAU!! Yes, freak early! Puay Suan and I woke up like 6 plus to get ready and left the house at 7. Sleepy! But the weather that day was damn awesome!

We finally reached MACAU! This was taken on the bus to the Ruins of St.Pauls. So, we were welcomed by the rain in Macau. Damn unlucky but still awesome. Cooling!! We took this bus, i think it's bus 3A? The ride was HKD3.20 and the both of us didnt have loose change. We went back to the terminal to ask people to change with us but none of them wanna change! So, we had to resort to buying random stuffs (like forcefully go into one shop and buy for the sake of loose change). Cui ttm!

Macau is like damn small. The bus ride was less than 10 minutes (only a few stops) and we reached our destination. I fell in love with their architecture because it's very Europeanish. What's more, everything seemed organised like the houses and everything. Just damn peaceful and slow-paced as compared to Hong Kong.

See, it's damn beautiful....

One thing I love about Hong Kong- between streets and streets it's always cramp and full of advertorials stand and whatever that is popping out from sides. Macau also has it too!

EGG TART! SOME MORE PORTUGUESE ONE!!

We saw people queuing up at this famous Macau gift shop that sells all the food and everything, we found our target!! PORTUGUESE EGG TART! HAHAHA! Must be wondering why I can eat that day right? Cos my 'big aunt' visited me the night before! Damn happy cos I ate the egg tart in MACAU! Like legend?!

Ruins of St. Pauls. We proceeded to the attraction- of cos. Be it 100 years ago, it's a MUST TAKE at this place! HAHAAH! My momo told me she went HK-MACAU-ZHUHAI in 1985, when she came to Macau, she took a picture at the exact location I'm standing. So, see it's a MUST! HAHAHA!

Still enjoying our egg tart! Seriously, it's damn nice...!

The rain was getting heavier and we didnt want to travel to other Churches to see so we randomly walked and made our way to the Museum of Macau. And yes, that's a leopard print umbrella I bought in Guangzhou!

The entrance was free. The musem was nice (I'm seriously not a museum kind of person..) and it contains all the histories of Macau (obviously). Whatever it is, good place to visit (ya i know, since it's free right?!).

After staying in there for about 30-45minutes, we head to our next destination... Some pictures I snapped on the way.

Tadah.. From the Ruins of St. Pauls we took bus 2 something to go THE VENETIAN!

This is the place I always wanted to visit! and I WAS THERE! Raining on the way there! We had to cross this long long bridge that links the main town Macau to the place The Venetian is located. So basically, both area are of different island? I dont know...

The Venetian is freak huge, it has like what FOUR LOBBIES? And that picture is taking the CASINO. Hell lots of humans gambling (maybe if possible donate some to me!). Really 'people mountains people sea'.

Finally reached this place, the GRAND CANAL (??). I seriously didnt want to leave the place because it's damn gorgeous!

We saw the canal, the distance it's quite short but if you want something longer- maybe you can visit VENICE instead. I seriously hope when I save enough money to go Venice, the place hasnt drown. LOL!

We walked around snapping pictures after pictures until my cammie went dead on me. The things there all atas kind lor. Even not atas still expensive! HAHA! But we went to The Venetian Souvenir Shop and got casino chips (of no value) as souvenir. HKD 65 for 10 chips dont think it's expensive. Btw, they do have Macau Dollars MOP.

After a quick 6 hours or so, we decided to head back to Hong Kong. Took an earlier ferry back to the house.

Trademark to remember if you're travelling to Hk-Macau Ferry terminal, find Western Market and you will reach there! It's pretty obvious to spot it because of the difference in the exterior as compared to the buildings next to it.

A tiring day but was definitely worthwhile! Went back to the house, threw all the things we bought in house and went out for early dinner (like finally after 3 days) at a thai restaurant in Causeway Bay. Had Ben&Jerry's that night with Ame and Lavi!! AWESOME!! Slept early that night because I was returning nack to Singapore the next day! :)

Alright, I'll post about my HongKong trip(bits and pieces) soon! After getting all the pictures from See Ting and Lavi! :)

Okay, it's a long long post. I needa rest my eyes now! Enjoy!

2010-08-20T12:01:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to my new baby:

Canon Powershot SX210 IS

Yup, my third cammie. I was extremely devastated when my SX 200 was stolen. It's only been with me for a mere one year. Seriously, that person should just die and burn in hell. But whatever, to make myself feel better, I actually bought a Polaroid. HAHA! Momo see me being seriously upset and what more I was going to Hong Kong after my internship, so she got me a new cammie. It's an upgraded version of SX 200 of it's definitely better! HAHA!

And guess what?! This cammie was supposed to follow me on my journey to Hong Kong but, because of my little brother, I had to bring my first baby over to HongKong(ixus 40) instead. Ixus 40 is already like 6 years old?! The battery has some problems but still it can take awesome pictures. -.-

So, I only got to see my new baby and use it only on the second day when I was back. It's awesome! But we're still strangers! HAHAHA! Just give us more time. Anw, my family picked the purple colour one for me. As claimed by my younger the black is UGLY. Whatever! Will cherish this baby till it gets old (like Ixus 40). HAHA!

Still editing my report and gonna submit soon! Wanna break free from this stressful report! Last report for my internship and I can officially start to lepak till October! HAHA! Okay, I should say I can continue to lepak. Blogging about my experience soon! :) Just wait only..

2010-08-17T14:03:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

I'm back back back! Will be blogging here more often now!! HEEHEE!

Yes, finally 6 months of internship has ended. Right now, I'm just chioning the report! -.-

This fruitful journey is definitely something that I do not regret doing. Even though the condition of the dorm isn't luxurious but at least I overcome my fear and did it! HAHAHA!

I wanna blog about my 6 months journey but kinda busy right now. Have not really settled down. I'll do it after my report is done! :)

6 months, 4 cities still home is the best!

2010-08-16T10:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO FROM HONGKONG!

Excuse me humans, been a while since I typed something here!

Ended my internship on the 10th, flew to Hongkong on the 12th to meet Lavi and Seeting! Shopped till I wanna faint already. Luggage currently is like over the moon! IMAGINE!! HAHAHA!

It's my last day in HongKong! Also, last day of the endless freedom I had for the past 6 months! Overseas internship is freaking awesome... I seriously had many precious experience in Sanya, Guangzhou and Hongkong!

I can't wait to touch down in Singapore in the evening....! Like finally..! It's been a while! :)

See you guys in Singapore!

2010-07-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

Will be home soon! :)

See you guys in August!

2010-06-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

Guangzhou on Monday!

Everything's okay! Experience alot from this trip so far. Only when you experience this, you'll understand the pain, the laughter and the fun. Life rocks! It would rocks even more on the 14th of Aug.

Ps and I have decided, the tentative date that we'll be home will be 19th of Aug. Still not confirmed.. but should be. When everything's confirmed, I'll let you guys know!

It's coming to end of JUNE!! WOOHOO! Almost a month not touching bloggerr... I miss it! I will be more active when I'm back home! XOXO

2010-05-10T19:27:00.002+08:00

I feel so eliminated right now...

It's been 2 months! YAY! AWESOME ttm.. I'm enjoying work even though it gets onto my nerves sometimes and the people at work are awesome...! Their company always put me at ease. At least I won't get bored..

Low peak season currently.. So work is boring...! But there's like dramas everyday; it's irritating at times but still it adds the fun at work.

I think after a month of not boring here, I seriously dont know what else to update. Pictures soon, been real busy! :)

2010-04-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

I can't upload pictures on blogger. Gonna do an entry on sina.

2010-04-25T22:42:00.001+08:00

HELLO FROM SANYA!

Yes, it's me...! Happy SHALALA!

So many things happened during the 7 weeks over here.

Yes, it may be crazy but see I'm alive and kicking.

Love the craziness at work, hate the craziness on the streets.

I'm enjoying myself but...

LIFE STILL ROCKS!

SINA

2010-03-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

Finally after several attempts, I got a sina blog. Don't laugh at the online name. LOL!

http://blog.sina.com.cn/mayshanmashita

So, I'll se you guys in AUGUST and please take good care of yourself. I feel so LOVED by everyone. Thank you for all the sweet msges and those who talked to me online. I suddenly feel I got more than 20 friends. XOXO to all..!

Don't worry about me. I WILL SURVIVE! HEEHEE.. <3

SEE YOU GUYS IN AUGUST!

2010-03-04T13:13:00.003+08:00

So many things to say to so many people. XOXO to all.

I'm really touched by what everyone around me say to me when they know I'm leaving Tomato Land and AWESOME LAND for 6 months. Yes, 6 months= half a year. Half a year I'm not in Singapore. Long or short, doesn't really matter. It's really up to me to decide. I know I'm gonna miss out in my family and friends' lives for 6 months. UPDATE ME WITH EVERYTHING!!

Anyways, just a shout out to these people:

LEE SEE TING
LIU SHU JUN
GINSI CHEN
YI MEIMEI
YULOON
PHYLLIS ANGG
BAO FENGG
HONG KAY FONGG!
HUI TING
AO XIANG

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO ALL! Just in case I can't send you guys personal smses over!

BTW, LEE SEE TING!!

HAPPY advance BIRTHDAY! Welcome to club 19! HAHAHA! Thank you for the card. Love it ttm! :) Have fun in Hong Kong-Guangzhou! Have a blast on your birthday too! Second year not celebrating your birthday with you! I'm sure next year will have the chance to celebrate with you! HEH HEH! XOXO!

I thought with the video, my entry will be short but it seemed that it'll be even longer. HAHAH!

To MOMO and BRO Happy birthday as well! See I'm missing so many CAKESSSSS. I'm so sad lor.. HAHAHHA!

Okay, been really busy since exams ended. Meeting all awesome people in just a few days. Sorry girls, cant meet you guys yesterday cos I'm really tired and there's so many things to do.

I know I'm gonna miss sushi and all my favourite food in Singapore. Now thinking about it, I wanna marry a chef next time. A chef that knows how to whip up all my favourite food! HAHAHA! I finished packing my luggage yesterday (like finally!!) cos I was really lazy and it's a difficult task to arrange the clothes and everything in it. But IT'S DONE! WOOHOO!

Now, my task is to pack my beloved room and make it super neat. HAHAHA! Tonight, I will sleep early so that I can lay on my bed longer! HAHAHA!.

Okay, enjoy the video and I'll see you guys in AUGUST! When I'm done making a new blog, I'll let you guys know!

Just in case, blogger don't work and wordpress works. This is my wordpress url: http://mayshanmashita.wordpress.com/ I'll go do a sina.cn blog really soon. I actually wanna do it yesterday but they need a Chinese user name. As in in Chinese characters, i couldn't think so any so I gave up! HAHAHA!

Bon Voyage to those leaving Singapore for internship or school trips! XOXO

SEE YOU GUYS IN AUGUST! I will miss all of you...! <3>

FREEDOM

2010-03-02T19:04:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ENDED ON 26 FEB 10 at 11am!

After which had a long day out. Reached home only at 1.30am! HAHAHA! Celebrated Fann's Birthday at PS's Swensens. After whch headed to ION to meet Hui Ting for retail therapy! Shopped straight for 6 hours!! After which steamboat @ JOJO's with TBF! Catched up with life! That day was awesome!

Saturday was spent with my momo! Bugis with her to do our hair, Cathay to get the cleanser, PS and then back home! Was dead tired but still had fun! My legs went into sore mode.

Sunday was spent with momo. Went to get my stuffs for internship.

Monday(yesterday) was spent with Jelly and Ginsi! Kbox at Cine. AWESOME! I'll update again later! I'm still in the midst of editing my video! HEEHEE!

Okay, later!! Dinner now! :)

CONFESSION

2010-02-24T15:36:00.001+08:00

MODE: 2 days to freedom!

HELLO HELLO! I actually did a post but there's something wrong with the HTML code or something. So have to re-do this entry! I'm down with one more PAPER!! YAY YAY YAY!! HAHAHA!

After exams will be even more hectic! I've yet to pack my luggage, haven't buy some important stuffs, not done with playing ttm, not done with psycho-ing my mum to have vacation there. HAHA! Okay.. enough enough..

I've a CONFESSION!!

I find myself cannot resist guys who have broad straight shoulders, super TALL!, look like a mixed! and and and have really charming smile and and and pretty eyes! I know I'm like describing a mannequin LOL! Haven't exactly met such guys in reality but on teevee there is! HAHA! Okay, in total mad state.

I'm seriously sleep deprived! Been having insomnia for the past 3 days! Cannot sleep till like 2 or 3 in the morning! I'm so glad that I could wake up at 6.20am in the morning for my 9am paper! HAHA!

Okay, just a really bo liao entry to keep you guys entertained! I've done up a seriously stupid thing that I will post up really soon! Probably post it before I fly(I HOPE AH!)! The next entry would be on CNY!! OMG! I'll miss Arthur and anaiss...! And grans flying to London in April! I wish I could go too! HAHAHHA! Whatever.. OKay, bye! Time to kill some cells!

Iphone

2010-02-17T11:59:00.003+08:00

Awesome dinner with awesome people! The Gauthier Siblings! See, Arthur so handsome and Anais looking gorgeous

Guess what?

After almost a month my red sony ericsson phone died on me, I finally got a new phone yesterday! Not very happy though cos I feel dumb using the phone!

I told my momo after purchasing the phone : "First time, holding on to a phone that I don't even know how to use!"

HAHA! Got the phone because I know momo likes to play the games in it. Even though I was never a fan of it. NEVER. Of cos, I got it at a really awesome deal using my dad's plan. HEEHEE!

Can you guess what phone is it? I'm sure some of you would have guessed it already!

So, is it BB or IPHONE?

No doubt it's IPHONE!

I wanna get Satio at first but after considering the pros and cons, the apps and what nots. I'm down to two choices BB or iphone. Both equally expensive...! So expensive till I just wanna give up the thought of getting new phones and just stick to momo's legendary phone. HAHA! I'm serious!

Anyway, I'll be using the new phone for 2 weeks only! Not gonna bring it over for internship. Heehee.. I know sad for me...! But still, it's mine! HAHA! Still, I think BB still looks prettier.

Btw, had a blast during the dinner on chu er! So fun...! Arthur was being naughty! but still cute and Anais still looking pretty! Really pretty! Like a doll...! Heehee.. Dinner was awesome with the most awesome bunch of people. Gonna miss them when I'm away!

Historic moment! I actually woke up early in the morning to eat breakfast with momo @ macs as I proposed that yesterday! I'm feeling sleepy... Okay, Back to serious business! Love CNY!

Till then! Will post on my awesome CNY really soon! :)

恭喜发财

2010-02-15T12:11:00.002+08:00

恭喜发财！虎年行大运！

This may not be a really good year for all zodiacs but make full use of it! :)

Really awesome yesterday! Played with Anais and Arthur after everyone left. HAHA! Will be meeting everyone later again for aunual dinner! Excited!

Hainan Island

2010-02-15T12:00:00.001+08:00

Will be leaving on the 5th next month. After 6 people crowding around a laptop, checking and typing, an hour later... All of us decided to book the tickets. So on and steady I know.. HAHA!

The decision I've made, I'm pretty sure I won't regret but I'm not sure if it's the best decision I've made. But whatever that is, gonna stick with my own decision and live with it. This is life right?

Chinaaaa

2010-02-10T11:55:00.004+08:00

Ice-cream Tong Luo Shao. BEST!!

Blocked.

There's a huge possibility that BLOGGER, TWITTER and some other social networking sites will be blocked when I'm over there.FB confirmed block cos when I was in Shanghai, no access at all.. Let's pray that blogger and twitter is not blocked... PLEASE!! HAHAHA!

Visa is in the process, waiting for the approval and I'll book the air tickets. Love the booking of tickets part! HEEHEE.. Alright, study week= stressing week. So frustrated doing accounting, financial management. Nothing seemed right... Sianzzxxxzzz.. Right now, gotta pay back 5 days of fast cos I'll be starting my fast over there. One awesome thing is that the breaking of fast there is damn damn damn early!! WOOHOO! Of cos, in return, sahur is freak early too. But whatever!! =D

I'm kinda restless and ain't starting on my revision.. I got no mood to do so. Okay, thats all...

Papago Resort, TaiDong, Taiwan

2010-02-07T11:02:00.008+08:00

PAGAGO Resort @ Tai Tung, Taiwan

The Xmas Setting. I was there on 29 December 2009. The very tropical feel lobby.

The stretch on rooms. Very pretty and comfy! :) My room is second from left.

Showing off the view outside (Can't really see though. Stroll down..) We had 3 beds. 2 super single and one king sized bed.

Near to the restaurant. After our breakfast.. (This was taken while leaving the resort on the 30th dec.)
First night there, reached about 5pm. Checking the room out. First time i checked was the TV!

It looks similar to OCC, the place we had Xmas party.

This is my bed! I actually wanna sleep near the balcony but it was facing directly at the mirror. So I decided to let my younger bro (him below) to sleep there! HAHA!

The bathroom! Had a bathtub too!

The view from my room! PRETTY right!!

Enjoying myself at the balcony area! You def have to lock the sliding door cos seriously anyone can just barge into your room! But... If you can have the luxury to work out of the room to the pool in just a few steps, why not ?

Getting ready for the Spring Water pool!

This is damn hot!! The water actually is about 68 degrees? Can't remember. The ones behind or mad COLD!!

This is the cold pool! Mad cold!! But after awhile, you'll get used to it!! :)

Three of us trying to endure the coldness..

This how the room balcony looks like..

After the swim..

Going for dinner..

The steps, there's actually water under it. LOL!

That's all. If you guys wanna go Tai Tung, PLEASE STAY AT THIS RESORT! Damn pretty! They have a pool table at the recreational room. There's a gym, computer room (at the basement), a super small arcade and a playroom for small kids. It's worth the money! It's better than the five-star hotels that I lived in in other cities!

Alright, update of my current life..

I'm kinda sick right now. Having really bad gastric pain which caused me to have difficulty breathing cos the pain rose up to my chest area. So painful that I feel so loved lah. My momo massaged for me and my dad cooked ginger tea for me. MUHAHAHA! Still have stitches of pain here and there but kinda fine right now.

Trying very hard to revise CMA right now. But so lazyyyy.... Whatever. Had a long day yesterday. Went sch at 9am for briefing, after which shopping with momo and my aunts. Only reached home at 7pm. Was so sleepy along the way. HEH! School is ending which means exams are approaching. First paper on the 19th! Get me luck okay!! =D

Till then! <3

I just want you to know

2010-02-03T19:01:00.002+08:00

It's time to let go.

I'm pretty much happy for the past few days except what happened on Monday. I'm sure some of you are dying to know what happened. Those who know will know. :)

No, nothing about me falling out of love. I'm fine right now.

Need to start hardcore revision like later, if lazy bug doesn't bother about me. HAHA! I hope ah. There is so much going through my mind right now, I'll break the good news soon. Give me till end of the week. Photos will be up asap. Will be supa busy! =D

and and and, I MISS TBFs! Let me see your faces, it'll brighten up my day! :) Love you guys ttm! Gonna give momo a surprise. =D

Depress

2010-02-01T18:21:00.002+08:00

I refrain myself from thinking about the worse. I tried all way to keep myself away from the truth. I'm feel very hurt and depress right now. I cannot control my tears. It's just coming out. I've said before, I'm not a fool. I know whats going on. I know every single thing. It's so unfair to be treated this way. I work my ass up to get what I am today yet people still treat me like trash. I really tired from crying and psycho-ing myself.

I'm really upset. My heart is aching and my mind is really driving me insane. I bet no one can understand how is like to feel this way. IT SO UNFAIR! I'm starting to doubt that hardworking people gets their day. I'm really feeling fucking depress right now. AHHHHH!

So heartbroken. AHHH!

....

2010-01-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

Strive for the best.

I support you.

You are awesome.

Right now..

Your Super Friend is feeling stress and exhausted!

Best actress award? I'll shall go for mediacorp audition with Jacq. HAHAHAHA! Bye!

ECD BAZAAR

2010-01-26T17:53:00.004+08:00

ECD BAZAAR

16 Jan 2010

Playground@ Big Splash

ECP

Some pictures taken during my bazaar! =D

Alright, been really busy. I got knew that I have a report dued this Sunday! LOL! School ended at 11am and from there did project till like 4pm! Glad that the database is finally done! Applause!

Ohhya, I wanna blog about my Taiwan Trip Day 3 &4 but I havent upload other pictures from my baby. HAHAHA! Lazy! I'm gonna introduce to you guys this hotel/resort called PAPAGO, if you guys got watch this show called- 海派甜心 aka Hi! My Sweet Heart! The place where 薛海 is filmed at PAPAGO Resort! Very pretty place! The room is the BEAUTIFUL TTM! And what more, I lived on the first storey, from my balcony I can straight awa walk to the poolside. PRETTY!! SERIOUS~! HAHAHA! This weekend, I will post up the pics! I'm really busy! =D

Gonna finish up my ECD report, hoepfully I can pull a B+ for my final grade. =D I know I'm a MUGGER! HAHAHA!

Identity

2010-01-23T10:42:00.003+08:00

MY IDENTITY

Look at this article: http://www.todayonline.com/Singapore/EDC100113-0000084/Putting-a-race-to-a-name--Mixed-race-children-to-have-double-barrelled-IC-race

I'm a Muslim

I'm Half Chinese and Malay

I eat food that are Halal

I never touch alcohol

I don't take things that are Haram

Finally, when the news of having double race reflected in the I/C, I'm so goddamn happy!

Why?

Because finally I'm able to LET PEOPLE WHOM ONE CRITICIZE MY RACE, RELIGION AND MY HERITAGE KNOW WHO I AM! I'm a person who looks Malay but speaks and learn Chinese and broken Malay. If you wanna know, the reason why I never learn Malay- ASK MY DAD. I took Chinese as my mother tongue since I started Kindergarten and even took O level Chinese. I cannot put all the Bahasa Melayu words that I know into a proper sentence. And and and, just because I speak Chinese and not Malay that doesn't MEAN I DO STUFFS THAT ARE HARAM. This will be the last time I'm gonna make things clear.

I speak Chinese, my TBFS are Chinese, most of my friends are Chinese. I live under the influence of both Chinese and Malay cultures+ my own religion teachings.

I'm glad that I'm now able to show who I am to the world and I'm gonna change the race on my I/C pretty soon.

I enjoy celebrating two important festivals at different times of year since young. I get green and red packets. I get to learn two different cultures and see the difference between both of my families. I'M PROUD of MY HERITAGE and I'M PROUD OF WHO I AM.

If ever you think you wanna marry someone who is of different race as you are, I must tell you frankly there are many obstacles to go through. For my parents, they've been through theirs.

Yup, for those who are interested to whom I will/wanna marry in the future.

QUIT ASKING THIS QUESTION because I DON'T KNOW!

Don't ask me what race or religion. Let the Al-mighty decides. When time comes, I'll let you guys know! HAHAHA!

Taiwan Day 1&2

2010-01-21T10:44:00.017+08:00

Day 1 (27/12/2009)

Set off at about 7 plus to Changi Airport.

Flight was 10.25am and the tentative time of arrival was around 3 plus in the noon.

Flight was delayed a little. The weather wasn't helping. Turbulence !!

Waiting for departure. Btw, we took China Airlines. 2 times on it. First was in 1997 when my younger brother and I sat on the aeroplane for the first time to Shanghai.

Finally it fleww... Across Hong Kong, Malaysia, Vietnam .. I think..

The MOML meal. Not as good as SIA but still edible.

Quote my tour guide, Xiao Liao words "华航的面包很好吃". HAHA!

Was reaching 桃园国际机场 (Tao Yuan International Airport). The nearest airport to Taipei City.

We actually landed TWICE due to the weather conditions. When the plane was landing for the first time, I was like "YAY! REACH LIAO REACH LIAO!" And then it took off to the skies again. By then, I could hear people puking. LOL!

HELLO TAIWAN!

The airport is HUGE! We had to walk damn long before reaching the customs.

After getting our luggage, got out of the airport and then the tour guide made us go 淡水鱼人码头. This is the 情人桥。

Freezing cold..

Beautiful..

A decent shot. My mum took the pics all shakyyy ones!! Cos she was freezing..!

At DanShui Train Station at Dan Shui Lao Jie 淡水老街

It was raining and damn windy!

辛巴克is the BOOMZ! Hot chocolate no matter which country is a must drink! But I never tasted the one in SG yet. LOL!

On the coach to the next destination. DINNER!

Dinner - Mongolia Buffet. Since we can't eat, we ate veg veg veg tofu tofu. No meat at all!

OMG! I look hideous. But whatever, was damn cold that day!

Imperial Hotel @ Taipei. The had this pretty settings for Christmas.

Finally going to our room!

The pretty room!

DAY 2

28/12/2009

Breakfast! I lost some weight. I was like about 46./47 kg over there. LOL drastic weight lost. HAHA! Think it's because of CTs also!

First stop: Yehliu. This is the place where you can find many pretty sand made stuffs. It's all natural. The shapes of the sculpture are caused by the sea water, the wind over hundreds or even thousands of years. This is a MUST GO PLACE even though it's just sand lah..

The Queen's Head. LOL! You go there MUST TAKE THIS PICTURE! Was damn cold that day too!

Beautiful scenery.. Enjoy!

On the way to 九份老街

This place is located at half mountain area. But there are buses from the city to go there. Very nice place to shop. Especially awesome for getting wooden shoes and FOOD for your friends and family. There's this shop called "阿信的店" sells awesome food like muachi, pudding, cuttlefish etc etc. It's a MUST go place too!

This shop sells the BEST YAM（芋头） tang yuan I think. I'm seriously not a fan of YAM but I managed to finish up the whole bowl of it. I think this shop is called ... "阿妈。。。" something. Cant remember but it's famous there!! Really~!

From the mountain..

After exploring those places. We headed to Yilan( 宜兰) for farmstay. The view down to the city was spectacular. Very pretty espcially at night, the city looks like diamond. The weather that day was about 7-9 degrees.. Damn cold.

On the way to the plantations..

Breathtaking..

This looks weird but tastes awesome!

The dinner there was scary cos I had a full mushroom meal there. NO MEAT AGAIN! After dinner, we had some activities there.

1) Making Tang Yuan but after making, no one dares to eat it. HAHAHA!

2) "Top" 陀螺 contest

3) 放天灯（孔明灯）

After that had some decent rest and off to another state which is towards the mountains.. LOL!

Okay, will blog about Day 3&4 soon! Been doing this for the past hour.

Anyways, if you guys have been following me on TWITTER or msn, you should know that my phone has offically went into RIP mode. I am so sad. It's the longest phone that I've ever used. 2 years!!

Okay, Need do some work now. =D Will be back really soon!

2010-01-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

I need to breathe in fresh air.. SOON!

My brain is dying. I feel that it's not working. I feel so stupid. I'm so upset with myself. I wanna get through this and not waste my effort. I'm really need strength!

2010-01-17T12:20:00.003+08:00

ECD BAZAAR @ BIG SPLASH!

Pictures soon!

Meeting time @ 9am at Bedok Mrt. I woke up at the usual timing and headed out. I'm so sleepy when I went out. Boarded train and I feel so innocent letting people pushed, slam onto me. I was quite f up with such humans. Like kanchiong spider!! AHHH~

My group reached there almost 10 plus. Our stall, Stall 65 is at the worse location you can imagine, right the corner, next to where the lecturers sat and next next to the stage. Mr SUNSHINE was shinning 0ur back in the morning, shining on top of our stall in the noon and mid-noon shining our face. Like so tmd hot!!

We had 6 items for sale and managed to finish selling everything by 6.45pm! Was so god damn happy cos it was really tiring walking here and there. I kept going "Please please please please" until the person agreed to buy. LOL!
Charming isn't it?! LOL!

I was happy that my brothers came and bough $10 worth of items. Kay Fong and Zhi Wen came despite Kay Fong kept scolding zw for making the stop at Bedok Camp and both had to walk all the way from there to Big Splash! LOL! Kay Fong really like best only asked ws and sq to come down too! LOL!

I think about half day we are close to break even. We made a profit after all! HAPPY! Thank you everyone for their effort!! We were damn happy lahh! Ohhya I spent alot of money there too! Buy so many stuffs just to support one another.

And I think the school should make a reflection of putting us there to do our bazaar. THERE IS NO CROWD AT ALL! LIKE SERIOUSLY NO CROWD! We even had to do mobile selling when we paid the rent ($40). LOL! I didn't get to sell anything while I was stationed at the stall. LOL!

I kept going over to disturb Phy their group and went around looking at people's stuffs. LOL!

After everything finished at like 7 pm! My group is the first group to pack and go! LOL! But I went over to Phy's and did my first ever threading. LOL!!!!! PAIN AH on the left! After that, together with AX and Phy we took 401 back to Bedok. Grab Ramly and went to take 25! LOL! Was quite cui lor, cos when I reached the stop, 25 just drive off!

So bo bian take 854. Phy alighted first and she called and ask me to alight within 8 stops from her stop. By the time she called, I've no idea which stop I was at. SO I just kao gan jue, when this Indian lady alight I also alight!! I'm so heng cos the next stop 854 will be heading to Seletar Expressway I think!! And I'm so heng because I had straight bus home from there!! I reached close to 10pm. By then, I don't have energy to watch tv. Bathe and sleep!!

I don't think I ever want to join a flea or be an entrepreneur in the future. Even if I were to do, I will consider! LOL!! It's damn tiring. You can try it yourself! HAHAHAH!

Okay, CMA revision! Test on Wed 20%. Wah piang ehhh~

2010-01-14T20:06:00.005+08:00

美丽华百货. Many drama filmed there at the Ferris wheel. My momo chan and I. It started to drizzle after we boarded. It was quite scary as the cabin started to move alittle. My little brother was damn scared. LOL!

Showing off my Betty Boop Jacket. HAHAH! Let me just hao lian a bit can. LOL! Family picture. Almost reaching the peak.

Taken while waiting for our turn. Damn cheap. NT200 per person for about 20 minutes?

Last day 03012010. See the number of stuffs we had to fly back.

Thanks Xiao Liao for making our trip enjoyable and also to our tour mates.

Finally, going home. 4 hours flight back to Singapore. Goodbye Taiwan, Hello Singapore!

Some pictures taken in Taiwan. Busy busy week. Gonna end it soon! Went over to little India to get our supplies for the up coming bazaar and went down to Ps to get the decoration stuffs. Was damn exhausted even though Geoff pushed back his lesson to 9.30am. LOL!

Excited for Saturday!!! =D

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Please come down if you are free okay!! Especially my TBF hope you guys can come and support me. =D And those who consider me as a friend please please come down!! =D

Alright, many things to finish up! So, will be back for more!!

ohhya, fate is freaky and I realised how freaky it is today. So much of a coincidence. Freak me out lor! =D

Year of 老虎老鼠傻傻分不清楚is coming! HAHAHA! Can't wait for the 31st!! =D

19 and 3 weeks and 6 days old

2010-01-12T22:08:00.002+08:00

I suspect either I'm getting too old to burn midnight oil or I'm just trying to convince myself to sleep early.

Lately, I got back my CT results, all are good. Within my expectations, I'm happy. But I find myself more competitive with myself. Giving myself unnecessary pressure sometimes.

In the past, I'm content when I pass my subjects whether is it a C or A I seriously don't give a damn. But right now, I find myself aiming higher, sometimes I ask myself is that possible? I proved to myself it's possible but I hate that my expectations are even higher now. It's straining me.

Right now, I'm gonna learn how to use 平常心 to do everything if not I'll see more white on my head.

I'm rather busy this week, no BUSY since the day school started. Havent had a decent rest. Have been rushing like mad for everything. But I'm really glad to have AWESOME team mates, they've been a great help and we completed our projects fast and furious. Deadlines are drawing near for 2 more porjects. 2 presentations this week. One test next week. Bazaar this Saturday. So many things to do.

TELL ME HOW TO BE YOUNG AGAIN.

Older=more responsibilities=no sleep=weaker lungs=falling ill more=more white hair=naggy person

Alrights, nights! Update really soon with pretty pictures okay! =DD Sorry.

2010-01-10T22:19:00.002+08:00

29/12/2009 Otw to Tai Dong I think.

I will blog real soon. My weekends are packed, weekdays no need to say.

ECP was great. I will blog really soon! Maybe Tuesday Night! =D

Pictures from Taiwan I took about 1075+++ Havent upload the pictures from my baby.

I need to sleep! =D Nights people!

2010-01-06T17:57:00.002+08:00

I know it's UGLY. No need ask the person next to you to see. LOL! Using my 5 year old Baby.
Quick updates.

Still rushing the endless school stuffs but it's finishing.
Pulau Ubin for my I&E this Saturday. Text me if you wanna come.
ECD test next week. 20% haven't prepare.
Bazaar on the 16th Jan. Come down and support me!=D

This week have not end yet. I want it to end soon. I'm worn out. Spell WORN OUT.

Even though it's the 6th day of a New Year. Many things surfaced be it good or bad. Whether I'm shocked? Nah, all predicted. Don't treat me like a fool because the fool is you or whoever in the end. I know more than what I should know. Even if no one tells me, I can feel it and I know what's going on. If you think I'm a fool, I would like to advise you that YOU ARE THE FOOL.

I freaking tired from everything. The 8 days overseas is like not enough for me. I had fun with my family even though I felt that every time we shuffle from a place to another, it's just someone smack on my head. LOL! But still it's a beautiful country. I will update and upload the pictures from Taiwan super soon!

Right now, gonna finish up the report and then rest. If only there are many IF ONLYs.

Back!

2010-01-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

I'm back.

Updates soon! Busy week!! =D

Wanna let the whole world know HOW MUCH I LOVE MY FAMILY!

Without the support of my momo, you won't see the drama-mama me, the confident me.

No words can desrcibe how much she helped me from the day I was born. MOMO thank you for everything. Maybe it's too late to treasure everything you've given me but at least I know that you know that I care. =D

nights, sch tomorrow!! Sighh..

2010-01-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

IT'S 2010!

2009-12-31T22:34:00.002+08:00

IT'S NEW YEAR'S EVE!

Man, 2009 is coming to an end in approx 1.5 hours. First NYE spent overseas. =D Hopefully my friends are having fun in SG.

I seriously wanna go down to the countdown but the traffic in TW is you know what lahh. Furthurmore, it's x100000 crowded than sg. The population here is at least 10-20 times more than SG. Tai Chung is one of the major cities. So I seriously dare not think about it. If I'm in Taipei now, I really wanna go COUNTDOWN! AHHH~

Okay, have lotsa fun! I'll see you guys when I'm back. Have to chiong project when I'm back. but thats for me to worry next year! HAHAHA!

May cupid shoot an arrow and give me a super duper absolute BF! LOL! I watch too much drama already! -.-

Get Your Facts Right

2009-12-29T22:11:00.001+08:00

Will be back on the 3rd!

Currentlt in Tai Dong's Papago Resort! The name sounds weird but this resort is the BOOMZ. So far the best accomodation so far. Yesterday went up to Yilan's farmstay. Wanna faints upon looking at food! Everything MUSHROOM! Never ate so much mushroom in one meal in my whole life time.

But I'm having fun! Gonna maxed out my energy before I get back!!

I'm like losing weight here together with my family! LOL!! Tell you guys more when I'm back.

Ohhya, whatever happened during Xmas is all sorted out! Love you guys TTM! Happy new year!!

Will be spending my New Year in Tai Chung. Wanna go to the countdown like fun onlyy! =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2009!

TBFs hosted a party at Yishun's Orchid Country Club!

The beautiful room without the decos yet. Yee Ling, Joanne, Hui Ting hand-made the stuffs to deco the place.

It started when everyone was so EXCITED and LOOKING FORWARD TO THE PARTY.

The really funny bbt. Yee broke the cup!

Waiting excitedlyyy! See the stuffs on the floor and Yee's holding that's for the PARTY!

Walking over to our ROOM!

Getting excited after looking at the beds!!

Moving the chairs to make more space.

The pretty view from our room!

CHEESEEEE

DO NOT LAUGH AT IT!

Started GETTING BUSY! Chionged everything asap to make sure that the place is nicely done

Tall people society. Gin and I siam to one side. HAHAHA!

The Balloon is super difficult to blowwww! YEEEE~~

Jo and I went off to get the food at 4pm. While the rest stayed behind to finish up the decos.

Sembawang Sc to Amk Hub to Sj's house to Jo's house back to Country club. Spent 3 hours in total.

Back to the place at 7pm. Jo and I rushed to bathe. After which waiting for the GUESTS to come. At the same time, the rest were arranging the food, making the water, tidying the place.

Christmasyy !

Her PJ totally OWNED it

Attention to my DIY-ed XMAS hat!

I'm confirm taller than this!

CHEEESEEEE before the GUESTS arrives

Admire their courage. LOL!

FOUR HOURS OF TAPING, TWO HOURS OF PAINTING AND DRAWING!

Crushing DOUBLE J. Junior with Victory in hand!

Logcakeeeee! Damn sweeeet!

Pardon for our tired face.

Admire his courage

Checked out, waiting for the MAGIC SCHOOL BUS.

Love you guys!

May 2010 be an adventurous and prosperous year for all of my LOVED ONES! <3

2009-12-25T17:04:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I did a post earlier with all the pictures taken yesterday. But the previous post I'm looking at, the more I look at it, the more I feel disappointed. I'm considering whether to post that post. I dont know, just maybe. Whatever it is, gonna end today happily. Cannot wait for SUNDAY!

2009-12-22T19:47:00.005+08:00

My New Year's Resolution 2010!

The video below will be summarised version of the stuffs that happened this year! Enjoy it later! Well, I must say 2009 is the best year so far. I've put through the sour, bitter, spicy and salty.

Adventures
I started off this year with a BIG SMILE and lots of stress due to school's workload. What's best was that I got into the Overseas Immersion Programme to Shanghai/Suzhou/Hangzhou with Phyllis. Whats more lucky was that, the day Mr. J Lee called I just reached Singapore. WOW! HAHAH! Like Lucky onlyy~~

In March 2009, I started my first overseas school trip. Living with Phy for 6 weeks together. Sleep together, do project together, blame each other together, laugh together, watch shows together, basically everything was done together. Imagine 6 weeks (Monday-Sunday 24/7) looking at each other. HAHAH! All the good memories there. Our beloved W405!! HAHAH! best experience to start my year. Also, received my Year 1 Sem 2 results, huge shocker. Screamed for phy to wake up!!

In June 2009, went on exploring Pulau Redang for the first time with my Poly Friends. First Time, paying all the expenses, the tickets the whatever myself. Best only. The 3d2n there was AWESOME with them. Will never forget how we stick together throughout the snorkeling trips. The sharks, the jokes, our language! Very adventurous, to think that only Four Girls went on this trip. The room damn memorable!!

In October 2009, was bored to tears in the way I was having a big big urge to travel but everyone was busyyy. Phy suddenly say wanna go BKK. So within a week, we settled everything and left for BKK for 4 days. Again, adventurous. 2 girls in foreign land, hotel room damn scaryy, paid for my expenses and everything, shopped till dropped! HAHAHA!

In November 2009, finally the Cruise Trip my little Brother have been waiting for has finally arrived!! The 3d2n, had lots of fun on Star Virgo. A stress free trip before my CTs.

In December 2009, I say goodbye to my 18th year on earth and happily welcoming my 19th year with a Mini birthday celebration. I pray damn hard that my journey to my 20th will be as awesome as my journey to 19th!

Highlights
- TBFs' birthday celebrations
- 10days to rush 2 projects
- CNY 2009
- Hari Raya 2009
- MOMO's big day
- Oncoming overseas trip
- Oncoming Xmas Partayy!

My New Year's Resolution 2010

- Pass my Year 2 sem 2 with flying colours
- Travel More next year
- Save more money for Year 3
- Loved ones to be Healthy and Wealthy
-Me to stop falling ILL!

To end off this entry, I would like to thank..

The Al-mighty who have blessed me since the day I was born. I must admit, I'm a lucky kid. I've a mother who never once let me and my bros starve. No matter how tough life was back then, she always have bread, tofu on the table for us. Thank you al-mighty for giving me such a WONDERFUL momo.

My MOMO, thank you for sponsoring and always being supportive in everything decision and step that I make. You are the best MOMO on earth! XOXO

My brothers, for always being there no matter how many times, I scream get unhappy at you guys.

My dad, for being financial support of my family!

TBFs, thank you for the joy, the laughter, the encouragement, the supportive-ness that you guys have always give me. Thank you so much.

Hong Kay Fong, thanks for always appearing out of nowhere constantly and constantly pulling me out when I'm isolating the real world.

Poly clique, thanks for all the help each and everyone gave me. Thank you so much!

The rest of loved ones, thank you for participating in my life putting colours in my life.

Thank you everyone, because of you guys, My LIFE have been colourful and vibrant. LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! =D

Enjoy the video!

PS: Used Insomnia(Sorry for the wrong spelling in the video. HAHAH!) because this year I've got many sleepless nights! LOL!

2009-12-21T18:33:00.001+08:00

2009-12-21T18:29:00.003+08:00

FINALLY, IT'S MY TERM BREAK!

My CT ended with Hrm at 10am. Best only! HAHAHA! Was so glad that CT ended and then went to do some volunteer work with Jacq, YL and JL. We're helping Lavinia with her event. Kinda enriching and definitely my first this year. Had quick lunch at Taka with Qh, ST and the three of them. Then went down to Chinatown to meet Lavinia. Stayed till 4 plus b5 and headed home. Was dead exhausted!! Phy woke me up anout 5.30AM that morning. HAHAH! 12 hours of non-stop action. Reached home lay on my sofa and started my hard relaxing routine. LOL!

First up Cruise Pictures. I had the chance to go because my little brother wants to go. I told my mum, she considered and at the same time, I was lucky to get the Mcdonald's Monopoly Promotion, Star Virgo 2&3 person Foc. So damn heng. We paid like a lot lesser. HAHAHA! Thanks MOMO ~!

I made it into a slideshow so that It's like a summarised version. The only thing I feel that the cruise was a waste of money, I only had 2 frigging hours in Kuala Lumpur. Like AHHH! 2 hours. We shopping at Lot 10 for like 30 minutes and then chionged to Sungei Wong Plaza for the next 1 and half hours. Like rushing. The journey from Port Klang to Kuala Lumpur took about 2 hours plus. not to forget the journey back.

The thing I could remember was I kept eating non-stop on the cruise. They had this Chocolate Party on the Sky Deck. I ate till I wanna puke because the chocolate didn't taste that APPEALING! Was horrible to add on. However, the Mediterranean Buffet was AWESOME. I totally fell in love with Tuna (favx10000!) and the rest of the buffet for the three days was awesome!

Watched The Orphan on the last day at the Picture House. Little Mermaid at The Lido. Shopped at Port of Call. Played arcade(DAYDONA) for the whole three days. Room was small but at least we had a BIG WINDOW in it to view the sea!! HAHAHA! Next time, Balcony suite. Enjoy the slide show. I'll do up my birthday celebration and the rest of the on goings in the next entry. I've been doing this for the past 2 hours! So, at night I'll post up.

And and and, my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION will be put up really soon. Leaving sg on the 27th and will only be back the day before school re-opens. I'll post again! =D

PS: For some reasons, the slideshow is at the top. Just enjoy it!

2009-12-17T13:41:00.001+08:00

Hello WORLD!

Will be back for a proper and long entry! but have to wait till Sunday or Saturday Night.

Tomorrow will be my last paper for CTs, HRM! Can't wait till the clock ticks 10am!! HAHAHA! I'm still mugging and memorising the stuffs. Hopefully I can score. I'm in totally demoralised mood after my CMA paper. Could be because I too long never see tests paper. HAHAHA~

Okay, I'll blog about my birthday celebration, cruise, my actual birthday celebration over the weekends. Stay tuned alrights! Meanwhile, twitter is still twitteryy! =DD

All the best to me me me me me! =D

2009-12-13T00:21:00.005+08:00

IT'S YOURS TRULY 19TH BIRTHDAY! My awesome FAMILY!! Esp to parents, thank you for making my dream come true in march. No more regrets. HAHAHA! My bros, Love you guys ttmmmm! Mummy, thank you for everything.

To this woman here. She's like an MVP to me this year. We went through the whole 6 weeks in Shanghai together. The good the bad. We went Bkk for 4 days. Scaring ourselves in the hoteland shopping till we dropped dead tired in the room. Me laughing at her black mask LOL!, the memories in shanghai etc etc. She's MVP because she helped me alot throughout the year. I must admit Shanghai made us closer. Phy! Thank you for everything! <3>
With these 3 girls. My very first overseas trip fully sponsored myself and with friends. Thank you for the memories. Damn fun with you guys.

To Qian Hui, I will never ever forget your reaction to sharks. Thanks for your accompany!

To See Ting, thank you for arranging our lodging, transportation and host for this trip. Really awesome!

To Ao Xiang, thank you for the priceless expression while you had your first full durian. HAHAHA!

To this bunch of awesome poly mates! let's ace our CTs and the endless projects. Thank you for bringing joy and laughter to me while having the mundane life in school (esp lectures and tutorials!!). Let's chiong till the finishing line! Love you guys! Thank you for the amazingly done Birthday Card and Jac love your Hamburger drawing. Of course, not forgetting the CHOCO-DURIAN CAKE!! Like AWESOME!

Not Forgetting, The MOST AWESOMEST BUNCH OF FRIENDS!! MY AWESOME LOVELY TBFs! I love you guys TTM. Thank you for everything. I LOVE YOU GUYS! =D We may not meet that often as before, you guys may have many on-goings in you lives but one thing for sure Our TBFs bonds, laughter, jokes, etc etc are always there. Our meetings have never failed to leave me laughing till I fall to the ground. Best onlyy!!

To elton: I will try to stop ill-treating you but TRY ONLY. All the best for CTs!

To Brason: HAHAHA! Thank you for the laughter especially when I see you screaming at Elton. HAHAHA! All the best for CTs!

To Joanne: Thank you for listening to my ever longggg naggy complains.

To Gin: Thank you for just being you. HAHAH! you never fail to surprise me with your pictures!

To Shu shu: I will try my best not to become 91. HAHHA! Thanks for everything!

To Yee: Thanks for everything! =D

To Jelly: Meet up soon! Thank you for everything too! =D

To Hui Ting: Thank you for everything too! =DD

Of cos, my best buddy, Hong kay Fong. Thank you for laughter! HAHAHAH!

To the people who never fails to remember my special (Esp SOPHIE!!) THANK YOU!

I'll be back to blog about my trips and my mini partaay soon! Still mugging for my CTs! Good night world.

I wish that the world wont come to end so fast. That's so much more that me and the rest of mankind can do. Please!!

To the Almighty, I thank you for letting me live till now and able to let me learn and see things from a different angle. Thank you for the chances you gave me. I've learnt alot this year. More than the past years. I will continue to be a good girl, human, daughter, friend, sister to everyone around me. I'm not perfect but I know through your guidance I will be a better person. Bless me and my love ones.

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2009-12-07T21:55:00.001+08:00

LOL! Life's been busy. Finally all presentations for the term ended. I think my team in all did pretty well. Even if we didn't, it's still a team's effort.

What have I been up to? SICK!! MUGGING! Lazying around. HAHAHA!

Really can't wait for Friday. Mini Birthday Celebration for my 19th!! Since last year I didn't have one so I decided I should have it this year instead. It's like my last "Teenage" year. HAHAHA! The journey to 19th have by far the most fulfilling one! Too many things to note and quote. Shall do it when I'm free.

I'll leave this space for a little bit. But twitter will be updated almost like everyday. Alright, wish me lotsa luck and good luck to my Friends taking their CTs next week. Gonna have sleepless nights again. AHH! Flu pill..

Gonna delay Cruise pictures again. I'm lazyyyy! =P
And again, NIGHTS PEOPLE!! =D

2009-12-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hello! Sneaks for the Cruise post!! Soon soon! Really busy now! =DD

Alright, TBF please make yourself free next Friday! =D

If you guys wanna get me something the post is here: http://mayshanmashita.blogspot.com/2009/11/just-came-home-not-long-ago.html

Most importantly, I love something that starts with a C and ends with an E. More specific, the two letters in the middle are A and K. HAHAHAHHA! Best is just bring yourself! =D

Currently, mugging for my CTs. There's many more stuffs on-going in my life. After everything's confirmed, I'll announce it out loud!

2 things to look forward after CTs:

- Xmas Partayy with TBFs (YAY!)

- Holiday with my family!! (YAY!!)

Meanwhile, gonna be a good girl and mug for my CTs. Alright, wanna finish everything asap. Hates EBA HATES EBA THEORY MORE!! LOL~ I think all those taking EBA right now, are cursing and swearing secretly (Don't jia jia say dont have hor!). HAHAH! Okay, will be back real soon! =D

2009-11-29T14:59:00.002+08:00

HAH! Yes, I said I will update soon. Who knows the soon is like now.

But not gonna upload the cruise piccys.

I'm gonna update the Cruise Trip with my family at a later date! There's like 500++ photos taken! I'm serious. I had a hard time adjusting the photos to its position! It was definitely fun
ttm!

Studying now!! Feel like chopping my head off. I don't if my brain registered anything. But I guess it did a little. Intensive revision will commerce super soon my CT is just 2 weeks away! 2 hours ago, I went to MEL and saw CMA CT on 14 December. Feel so cui at that moment! But at the same time, would be memorable cos I never once had exams, tests or whatsoever so close to my birthday! HAHAHA! Like best onlyy.

Gonna mug my ass off and achieve the best grade I can get. I really don't wanna waste my effort! =D Yes, I'm whining! I need to give myself some motivation to have my determination to do well! Alright, back to another chapter!

Piccys soon! =D

Need another 15 hours of sleep! Having school tomorrow! Can I say "SIANZZZZXXX"?

2009-11-28T14:42:00.001+08:00

Back home at 3 plus pm yesterday!

Had an awesome trip with my family on board. Will blog it real soon! busy busy now..! =D

Can't wait for the next trip..! =D

2009-11-25T11:29:00.005+08:00

Dedicated to Ms. Chua Yee Ling

Thank you for being a really awesome friend from day 1 we met in MFSS.
There were times you were serious and..

There were times, you are really funny

Most of them you were.. Look at the picture below.

Nevertheless, you are still CHUA YEE LING. We eat cakes, go for coffee, basically eating non-stop since erm Secondary 4.

Most of the time, you are trying to create events for TBF to go and you rushing down from school to meet us.

And, just to let you know. TBF loves you and I love you too!

Really sorry that I'm gonna skip your birthday celebration this year. ='(

To my dearest friend

HAPPY NINETEEN BIRTHDAY!
May your lecturers give you less work and more As for your projects/assignments!

Have an awesome BIRTHDAY!

2009-11-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

Fancy a Stawberry Juice? I'm dead exhausted! Just came home from town. Did a city checked in and walked aimlessly around town. HA! Now back to my work. I'm so tired. And I miss..

Anyways, Nov is coming to month end. Like so fast!! CTS, XMAS and many more events coming upp!! WOO~ Just cant wait for it!

Ohhya, I wanna go KITE FLYINGGGG~

2009-11-22T10:19:00.005+08:00

Bro's 9th birthday@ Swensens (6 November 09 ) + Family outing!! =D

Currently rushing my elearning stuffs. Went gran's place yeaterday. Awesome..!

Okay, CT in a month's time. Needa focus focus focus in the mean time, I'm gonna play and study at the same time. HAHAH! Like real only! =P After CT gonna go on an awesome vacation(I hope) with my family!! =DD

Okay, thats all for now. Will update really soon! =D

2009-11-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

Bro's 9th birthday on the 6th! Update about it soon with pictures. Busy busyy. HEH! Cant wait for elearning no need go school! =DD

Wishlist

2009-11-14T22:12:00.006+08:00

Just came home not long ago..Went town to finalise stuffs! Like awesome only..!

Alrights, tired tired. I'll upload Ubin pics, bro's bday pics and many other pics soon!! =D Very tired now. Still have to decide many things! AHH~

My wishlist!!

Sunflowers!! Been through really sucky things during Sept and Oct. But everything's fine now, just Sunflowers makes me HAPPY! HAHAHA! Like sunshine! =DD
New Amanda Satin from Coach. No idea how much it costs. The instance I saw it, I fell in love!!

Actually, wanna change my wallet but couldn't find anything nice.. This is really prettay though!

Seriously, wanna get this but still saving moneyy. =( LePliage hobo. Eyed at this for super super long. Really wants this but it costs a bomb!

I know it's like a month away but it'll gonna be a busy month ahead. Common tests ahead and everything. Feels damn suffocated! AHH~ But I'll be fine. =D

But I'll like hand-made stuffs too! =DD

(reference: http://www.longchamp.com/ http://www.coach.com/ http://sapientape.files.wordpress.com/2009/08/sunflower.jpg )

2009-11-12T17:14:00.003+08:00

I've got so many things to share. Pictures still havent upload. There's like some awesome events coming up! So wait till everything's confirm I'll announce it here!!

Meanwhile please support http://skinseleven.blogspot.com/.

SkinsEleven it is for my EBA project. EBA is some business IT kind of module and we're supposed to use e-commerce (any kind of IT technology example Ebay etc etc) to sell our products. But one thing about my team's project is we're not selling anything we're just providing you guys(our potential customers/viewers) a website that you can enjoy looking at the photos my team takes and if you guys like it you can just save the photo and out it as your wallpaper! Fret not you're not paying any money but we just need many people to go into our blog to view our pictures. HAHAH!

Just keep coming into SkinsEleven to enjoy the beautiful (we think it's
beautiful come'on we're not professionals) photos we take. All photos are 100% taken by my team. Feel free to comment too! Please Support http://skinseleven.blogspot.com/ !

XOXO

Your super friend! =D

Alright end of my advertisement for my project!

Ohh today I specially made a trip down to popular to get Sophie Kinsella's new book Twenties Girl!! AHH! But they didnt have it! Instead I saw this new released by Cecelia Ahern(an fav author of mine!)'s The Gift. The cover looks very Christmasyy. AHAHHA! I saw Nicholas Sparks new book The last Music or something!! I wanna get it too! I seriously wanna snatch Sophie's new book really soon!

I actually saw someone on the bus on Tuesday I think reading the book! I seriously have the urge to snatch it away! HAHHA! Gonna check out MPH and Kinokuniya super soon! AHHH! Season of book reading! Finally after Breaking Dawn! HAHA!

Alrights, needa do my tutorials and do some revision (LOL! hopefully!) now. Meeting my momo later for dinner! Till then! Please support! =DD

2009-11-09T20:57:00.002+08:00

Before, I start doing my stuffs..

AHH! I hate the stress the workload is giving me. Sometimes, I feel really afraid to fail. I always stand up after falling and motivate myself. But there are times, whereby.. I just wanna give up.

From young, my momo alway tells me and my sibs that we should not give up half way. I've lived with this all my life. No matter how much I wanna give up, I tell/psycho myself not to. I pushed my will and make sure that everything turns out the way I want it.

Right now, I'm wishing that I had that attitude in me so that I can get through this hardcore semester like what I did for the past three. Wanna do well, well enough to get into uni after 3 years.

So, I'm not giving up (AHHH!) and I'm gonna climb that damn hardcore mountain again. Gonna succeed!! =D But will I?

2009-11-09T16:39:00.004+08:00

Trying to be a difficult sister and bully my little brother!

HAHAHA! Who ask him to bully me first! LOL~

He's washing my cup now. HAHAHAH! Can't stop laughing!

2009-11-08T11:41:00.002+08:00

Super fulfilling weekend!!

Still struggling with school work and looking forward to every weekend.

Alright, celebrated my little brother's birthday on Friday. Settled my family vacation on the same day as well. Damn tiring walking from one place to another!

Ohhya, went Pulau Ubin on Thursday with The Coconuts to do some exploration for our I&E event. Been a long time since I stepped in there. Still the same except more modernized and less looking like a scary place. HAHAHA! The weather was horrible and it was playing on us. We reached Changi Jetty at about 11 plus 12? It drizzled and stopped. When we reached Ubin, it drizzled when we JUST started our journey. It followed by a heavy downpour. We had to seek refuge at the restaurant and had to buy a few drinks. LOL!

After which, the rain stopped and we continued our journey. At some point, we wanted to venture into the 'woods' the rain came again! And we had to chiong all the way back to another stall. There, we HAD COCONUT!! HAHAHA!

Was kinda weird to have cocnut during such cold weather cos it'll make you go to the toilet!! After cocnut, we headed back to changi and randomly took 59 back to bishan! I went to meet mum for lunch. I was so weak that I walked damn slow home after that. Down with flu.

Yesterday! Brought my little brother for his eye check-up, then headed down to town to meet mum and my other brother. Shopped a little and then when we decided to head home, my little brother wants to go Botanical Gardens. it's his first visit btw. HA! So, we carried all the stuffs we bought and walked from Shaw all the way down to Botanics. Was damn tired but at the same time excited!! AHHAHA! Took pictures and had a long walk there. By then my leg went JELLY. Damn jelly and damn damn damn pain! I reached home the first thing I did, I sat down didn't want to move an inch!! HAHAHA~

Right now, tyring to complete my tutorials which I want to do it yesterday but was out the whole day!! CMA=CMI! Trying my best to absorb amap! =D

off to do TUTORIALS! AHHH~

2009-11-03T18:40:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it's fcuking difficult to please everyone.

Why should I care how others feel when they don't respect mine?

Alright, gonna be a busy month ahead. can't wait to eat more cakes this month!! I've got so much to share but nothing's confirm. And I dont wanna feel disappointed so.. WAIT ! HEH HEH!

Guess I'm getting flu soon! Nose is running at like 12.1! LOL~